I built up my walls, which took so long to make
I was hurt, alone
despite everything
I still let you in.
I shared my secrets
and gave you something that was precious to me,
But all you did was break me.
You left, walked away.
Did you ever turn back?
The pain came
I wept,
I begged for your return
You didn’t.
I was slowly healing,
Finally willing to let go.
I built my concrete walls,
I humoured everyone else
I smiled
I laughed.
And now you honestly think you can come back?
Begging for forgiveness
And my heart once more,
Even though you lied.
You made me cry,
You broke me.
I will never be good enough for you.
No ever will,
Because you will never be good enough for yourself.
How can anyone accept you?
If you can’t even accept yourself.
My skin bares the scars of an on going battle
I am stronger than you think,
Because now my war is over.
I have prevailed, though it is hard to let someone in.
I’m afraid this veil will never fall down,
Can I ever love again?
Can my walls ever be broken?
I guess the good thing about walls though,
They almost always have door
And if not, you can make one.
However I will never let you in for a second time
You shall never get to hurt me again.
You never deserved my heart,
But someone else will.
