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Part 20 - Finn

I am kissing Rae, it is full of fear and relief.

Thank god she didn't leave me. I need her to know how much I want her to be here with me.

Before I know it, we are on my bed, and our kiss has become urgent and needy. I can't not be with Rae. She has become like breathing to me, a complete necessity to life. I hope she feels the same way about me. She isn't making any of her usual signs of pulling away from me, but I need to stop and check in with her, I need to know she is with me, and not freaking out.

As I am kissing her neck I whisper in her ear asking breathless "Rae, are you with me?" She nods and moans "Oh Finn" as I return to her neck. The way Rae sounds, God, no words can describe how good she sounds, and what it does to me. Her skin on my lips adds to my desire to be with her. I have tried to stay to my plan to not touch her body until she invites me to, leaving my hands on the mattress, or at her head and neck, and I try really hard to not touch her further. It is taking all my will power to not be touching her, but I need Rae to give me a signal that she wants and needs to me.

To my surprise, and delight Rae is grinding her body against me.

"Rae" I moan between kisses breathlessly "I want you".

"Finn" she replies, "have me."

I pull away from Rae, and look at her. We are both silent, looking at each others eyes that are dark and hooded with desire.

"Rae are you sure?" I ask, "I need you to be sure" I continue. Rae takes my hand and I watch her as she places it on her breasts.

"Finn, please" she replies.

I don't wait, I press my lips to Rae's while I touch her. Unlike before, she isn't rigid under my touch, rather she seems to be lost within it. She is alive as I feel her and her hands are feverish against my body. She grabs at my shirt, and she pulls it up over me, our lips parting only to enable her to remove it. "Oh Finn" she says as she looks at me, nervous, but she has reminded me that she likes what she sees. I smile.

We stay like that for an eternity, and it feels like heaven. I don't think I have ever had these feelings before in my life. We are hot, sweaty and needy. I place my hand on the outside of Rae's tights can feel she is wet. It makes me kiss Rae harder. As I brush my knuckle against her clit, Rae gasps and pulls away from me. "Oh Finn" she says again.

"You alright Rae?" I check on her.

"Yes, don't stop" she says and with that I slip my hand inside of her tights. She gasps.

As I feel her wetness against my fingers, I moan into her ear, and say "Fuck Rae, you feel so good".

Her hips moving against my hand, as I tease and play with her, making her wetter. I am lost in the moment, touching her, making her feel good, that it shocked me that Rae was undoing my fly. Breathlessly, and without missing a move as I play with her I say "You don't have to do that Rae".

"I want you" she replies, and I am lost in her touch, how she feels, and I ultimately want to be inside her.

Rae is moaning against my neck as my fingers are buried inside her, my thumb playing with her clit. My lips are pressed against her neck, sucking and nibbling. I want her to feel good. I want to make her feel good. Her hand on my cock distracts me. "Rae, fuck that feels so good" I tell her.

She pulls away from me, looking me in the eye "Finn, do you have anything?" she asks nervously.

"Huh?" I reply, I am so lost in how good everything feels, I didn't focus on what Rae asks. "Do you want me to stop Rae?" I ask.

"No" she replies "do you have anything?" she repeats. This time I have heard her, and I pause, looking at her. We are silent.

"Rae, are you sure?" I ask realising that this has all gone so much further than I had planned. I had meant every word when I said I wanted to sit with Rae, listen to music, talk, and hold her. I had no intention on pouncing on her the way I have.

Rae kisses me, tongue in my mouth, massaging my tongue. "Yes" she says, "yes, please don't stop" she continues. My hand is working her up, I can feel her tightening around me, and it makes me so hard, and I want to be inside her so badly. Rae is pushing down my pants, and I am now naked. I can feel her hands on my arse. I love how it feels. In all of this, Rae has somehow kept all her clothes on, but if she wants to go further, she is going to have to be willing for me to take her clothes off.

"Rae, do you want me?" I whisper.

"Yes" she replies, "Please" she begs. I make me way to her tights and I try and take them off her. Her hand meets mine. I stop instantly. "Finn, when you see me without my tights, you may not want me. If you don't, promise me you won't keep going because you feel sorry for me. Promise?" she begs, with tears in her eyes.

"Rae, nothing will make me not want you" I reassure her, wiping her tears away. Rae, hesitates but does take her tights off, and I reach into the bedside table. I take the condom and I roll it down my shaft, and I look at Rae.

She is shy, she is scared, and embarrassed. The look of lust in her eyes is still there, and I quickly nestle myself between her legs. "You are beautiful" I tell Rae as I caress her face and I look her in the eye. I press my lips to hers, we have slowed down, but the desire in the air is thick. "You are beautiful Rae" I say it again. She closes her eyes, and tears escape. "You are beautiful" I repeat. She opens her eyes and kisses me. "You have to tell me you are sure about this Rae, are you sure?" I check with her.

"Yes" she replies "Yes. Yes".

With Rae's legs wrapped around me, I slowly enter her. I see stars, and I hear her moan. We are one, and as I am buried deep inside her I know we are made for one another.