The Grass Isn't Greener.

"Could it be"

Jaquez

"Hey beautiful" I smiled in the camera as soon as we connected. I couldn't do nothing but smile as she spoke softly on the other end.
Shaneice answering the phone had a nigga feeling like he just hit the jack pot. Her facebook pictures didn't do her justice this girl was everything. No lie I could even see her being wifey one day.
Licking my lips as I stared at her seductively taking in all her wonderful features. She has this glowing caramel skin, some luscious full lips that I couldn't wait to taste. Also, she had these funny looking brown eyes, and dimples when she smiled that displayed her pearly whites.
"So Jaquez how many other girls are in the picture?" catching me off guard I started to stutter with my words as I tried to answer her question.
"I...I...I mean ya know there's a couple of girls but I'll let them all go for you" I sincerely said. Shaneice didn't know it but it was something about her that had a guy like me wanting to settle down. I was never one to believe in that love at first sight bullshit but Shaneice was making me into a believer. She would be wifey one day, mark my words.
We chatted some more getting to know each other until I heard a knock at the front door. I wasn't expecting no company so who in the hell could that be.
"Say pretty lady let me hit you right back." "Alright" she said then we hung up.
I headed towards my living room. Once I reached the front door I then looked out the peep hole. Damn its Kia crazy ass I thought to myself. Man fuck her I mumbled to myself. I was ready to get back on FaceTime with Shaneice.
* knock knock knock* *bam bam bam*
This crazy bitch had started knocking on my front door like she was the damn cops. "Jaquez I know you're in there. Can you please open up we need to talk." she pleaded from the other side. Not really wanting to but I had no choice. I couldn't leave her out there because she has already caused my neighbors to call the cops on her once before.
See Kia has never been that chick that just took the hint that a nigga wasn't in the mood, she always had to make a seen and from the jump she was full of drama. I tried to distance myself from her but she had a way of pulling me back in from the way she would suck the skin off a nigga dick. Also the way she wore that red lipstick with the those long red nails she used to claw up my back when a nigga was knee deep in that pussy of hers just did something to me. "Open up the fucking door Jaquez" she screamed as she kicked and bamed on my door.
I opened the door and walked off without even acknowledging her presence. "So there's something I need to tell you." she mumbled while twirling her fingers around in a nervous manner. "Man what is it Kia?" feeling annoyed and ready to put her out already. I was headed towards my room about to leave her exactly where she stood until I heard those words. "Im pregnant." I instantly froze. I stood there, body numb and damn near pissing myself because my world had just collapsed. I definitely needed something to ease my mind. And I knew exactly what.
After feeling like I could move my legs I kept walking down the hall and back into my room. I didn't even look back or say shit to her. Locking the door behind me, I laid out across my bed and reached for the blunt that was on my night stand. After a couple of hits I was lit and my problems didn't really matter anymore. How could I have slipped up like this. I made it a goal to never get these hoes pregnant. Lord forgive me but if I had something to do with it she wouldn't be having that baby. She not even my gal. Rubbing my hands over my head in a circular motion which was something I did when I had a lot on my mind.
Hearing my front door slam was a indication that Kia had left which was perfectly fine with me because I had no words for her right now. I knew I could of handled the situation differently but I wasn't expecting no shit like that. I wasn't trying to be a father just yet. Shit, I was just getting started. At the age of 24 being somebodies father never crossed my mind. Taking one last puff I closed my eyes and prayed. This couldn't be happening right now...a baby?