[Discontinued] The Big Five in High School

Hello from the Dead

I just want to say I really appreciate you all for still reading this even if u know its basically just another worthless author's note of me probably being a "good" person by using my "diplomatic" way of speaking.

And also for the fact that this book has been long discontinued and yet here u are getting this update and reading.

x

I came back from hell to this account not to write another chapter for any book I have on this account (which might sadly get discontinued like this one - I'm sorry) but just to thank you all for everything.

I know you guys love my writing despite the fact it's literally trash. And I know you guys hate waiting for updates, but when I come back from no where and write this, you're reading.

You guys are something I definitely do not deserve because I know in my heart I am literally the worst author bc not only do I leave on a rlly long hiatus that will probably never end, but I also leave u guys with books that haven't ended.

So thanks, for every read, every vote, every comment, and every message. For everything you'd done for me. I cannot put in words how happy some of you have made me, and how happy I am that most of you choose not to be a rude ass (sorry for the language) by begging for updates.

I may not fathom why you chose to stick around, but it doesn't matter why. It matters that you did, so thank you.

x

But of course, I came along to say sorry too. Not just for not updating, but for having the risk of never updating again. (If you follow me, then you'd know what I came to apologize for because it's literally written on my bio.)

I'm going from "on a vacation" to "leaving and never coming back" when it comes to this account. Not that I wouldn't check back and - probably when I get hit on the head - update forever, but the chance that happens is very very unlikely.

You guessed it - I'm going inactive.

(Not like anything has changed, I've been inactive before this message came to ur notifs anyways.)

It's not because I've lost the love of writing (I have really bad writer's block rn tbh - not like it wasn't obvious) but because I think I may have lost the love for RotBTFD (and here come the haters).

I mean, don't get me wrong I still ship Jelsa and love the films that are part of RotBTFD, but it's not as strong as it used to be. That part of my life is probably ending? I don't rlly know myself.

I've lost every ounce of inspiration to continue the books I've written. Some I've forgotten completely what I was planning to do (not unless I have a Notepad file of the plot in bulletform). And I know, I know: I am such an asshole (again, sorry for my language). But I don't wanna force myself to write something I just cannot. Because I'd drifted slowly away from this fandom, I've probably lost the grasp I held on the characters, which means that if I did ever choose to continue, some of them may turn OOC. And having once read too many Jelsa/RotBTFD fanfiction, I have to say the fact that making characters so different from who they really are irritated me.

I will always cherish you guys and I wish you'd know how much you mean to me. But right now, I think the best thing to do is to stop feeding you false hope by finally declaring my leave.

I will keep all my stories up for you to read and maybe one day I decide to continue them (maybe when I start to hate myself for leaving my stories unfinished) but the guarantee for that to happen is unlikely so they might just stay out there, in the open, incomplete.

If you do want to talk, want to catch up on my life (as if lmao), or be my friend, feel free to send me messages over at my other account (which you all probably know if you'd once read my bio). AnonymousAuthor177 is active as ever since I've been reading fanfics there more often recently. I'll try my best to reply as soon as I could since some of you may know that I tend to reply way past the deadline.

I know I'm being repetitive and I know that this note is growing too long but I really really am sorry for having lost interest in this fandom (this sounds really bad being written in words like this but it's the best way to describe what's going on between me and RotBTFD). There are so much authors out there contributing to the long archive of RotBTFD fanfiction you could probably count on, but as of now I'm not part of the group.

I really do love you all and I thank you so much for sticking around. Maybe one day, I'd come back from the dead again. Just maybe.

x

That's pretty much it. I'm probably gonna check some of your comments and try to reply now, but as soon as that's done I'm long gone and am going to be in my other account.

Bye guys. Thanks so much for everything and I'm sorry I had to leave (Now this note sounds a lot like a depressing story.)

~AnonymousWriter177