One to Another - quiet, kind & special people

Part 23 - Rae

"Why would you say that Finn?"

"Cos it is true Rae."

"You don't know me Finn. You can't love someone you don't know."

"I told you that I don't understand this or care if you believe me. It just is."

"Finn you don't have to tell me this. I can accept that everyone has exes."

"Rae, I am not just saying it to make this situation better, I mean it."

I sit quietly trying to absorb what he is saying.

"Please tell me you hear me Rae."

"I hear you Finn, but"

"But what Rae?"

"I don't believe you" I admit sadly.

Finn's sitting with his knees up, arms outstretch over them and his head hanging. He looks dispondent. "You are leaving aren't you?" he says quietly.

"No, not unless you want me to Finn?" I ask.

"Of course I don't" he says turning his head to face me.

I swat his legs down with my hands "make room Finley" I order. I lay on my back using his thighs as a pillow.

"You know Finn I maybe struggling to believe you but there is nowhere else I want to be. I want to be with you."

He smiles at me and starts to play with me hair. I love when he does this. He is so sweet and tender. I know I am a goner but... yes the BUT is big. Whether he actually loves me is something I can't resolve in my mind.

"I just wish my view was better, you know I can see right up your nostrils from this angle" I giggle.

He tickles me and we both end up lying on the floor as I can't help but tickle him back. Me squealing from his relentless tickle attack. My attempts to tickle are ineffective. Finn has somehow ended up on top of me straddling me.

"Admit defeat Earl" he says teasing me.

I am out of breathe and flustered from his touch. He has my wrists now in each of his hands on either side of my head. I can feel he is aroused and his whole body weight is on top of me. His lips close to mine.

"Admit it" he says more forcefully.

"Never!" I exclaim defiantly.

"What do I have to do to make you, mine?" Finn asks playfully. "Tickle you? Maybe kiss you? What would do it Rae?"

I try and fight him off but it is no use he is in control. He places both my hands under one of his above my head. I try and get free again, but he is in control. I can see my chest heaving and from Finn's gaze I know it hasn't escaped his attention.

"Nothing. I won't surrender" I declare. I secretly love how we are, I don't want to give in. I can feel Finn becoming more sexed up and less playful. The tension between us has transformed our teasing into something unexpected. Fuck, why can't I resisit him!

We are inspecting each other. He is truly handsome. I don't know why I am always so surprised but it is like he becomes more and more attractive the more time spent with him.

"Rae. My view is spectacular" he says wetting his lips.

"How so?" I enquire.

"Jesus Rae. You really have no idea what you do to me do you?" Finn asks. I bite my lip and struggle against his hold.

"Have a guess what you do to me Rae?" he challenges.

"Frustrate you?" I reply giggling.

"You can do better than that" he replies.

"I annoy you" I smile cheekily.

"Seriously Rae, can you not feel the effect you have on me?" He asks fuelled with something I'm becoming acustom to, lust.

Finn is aroused I can feel him against me, he is fixated and drawn to me. My head is scrambled and I to feel the same way towards Finn. Me with my seriously unsexy pjs. Me. Fuck ME Rae having an impact on Finn and me wanting him.

I struggle some more against Finn's hold and his grip becomes tighter. His lips within reach of mine. Each time I try to kiss him he moves back teasing me.

"Rae, admit defeat and you can touch me. Admit defeat and you can kiss me. Admit defeat and you can feel my lips on you skin" he entices me.

I close my eyes and imagine every word he is saying. It is vivid. So clear. My skin tingles as if he has touched me. I crave his touch. I open my eyes slowly and he is hungrily looking at me.

"Admit what?" I tease. He laughs while grinding his hips against me. "Oh God!" escapes my lips in reply.

"What's the matter Rae?" He asks again while bringing his lips close to mine.

"You" I say.

"Me, what?" he says.

"You know what Finn."

He leans in pressing his whole body against me again and whispers in my ear "just say it Rae and we can stop playing this silly game. I can kiss you and..." he pulls back and looks at me.

"And what?" I ask.

Though he is physically in control he is losing the mental battle he is blushing. "I want to make you feel good Rae."

"How?" I ask "Tell me" I challenge.

"I want to" he pauses "I want to make you cum Rae" he says shyly. "I want..."

"What do you want Finn?" I ask.

"You" he says.

"Finn?"

"Yes Rae" he replies.

"Have me" I reply. "Make me feel good Finn."

With that Finn releases my hands and kisses me. I am lost and for the first time I crave his touch rather than being horrified.

His lips make me feel amazing and he makes his way down my body.

"Does it feel good Rae" he asks.

I moan.

"Are you sure Rae?" he checks as he pulls down my pjs and pants. I am shy but so aroused I need him.

"Yes Finn" I moan.

I am more exposed than I have ever been but somehow I feel safe and I want this.

Finn between my thighs. I am in heaven. I am moaning and my hands in his hair pulling him to me. He feels incredible. The more I moan the more he teases and plays with me. I can feel my entire body withering under his touch. The tension building until he finally takes me over the edge and I cum. My body shaking with his name on my lips.

He comes back up to me.

"You alright girl?" he asks checking that I am still with him.

I have no words I kiss him.