Confessions At The Grave

I need to get this off my chest

I know you can't hear me

And maybe that's best

You left me with questions 

That have no answers

You left me when I needed a parent

How I waited wishing you would walk through that door

I know it's not your fault

Why Couldn't you be strong?

Why didn't you fight to hold on?

I know life was tough 

I know growing up you had it rough

Being raised by your grandma, losing your father

Having a mother who could no longer be bothered

Marrying another dude, moving to New York

Whatever you did that's your past

More concerned with what we could of had

A Mother/ Daughter relationship

I know it was hard, cause I was sick

50/50 chance to live, but I survived

Just to have to say goodbye

To this little girl, you were my life

I cried for you every night

You will never know how much I need you right now

A part of me has died 

How much I'm raging inside

I thank God,

Cause at the end of the day 

I stood up brave,

I fought for my life,

So don't worry about these tears I cry

 I love you for giving me life

Rest In Peace Mom,

I'm done no more complaining

This is hard cause my heart is breaking

May God hold you in his arms everyday

As I lay my Confessions At The Grave