chapter one
THE TRUTH
hey let me first start by saying this is my first story and hope u guys enjoy . and plsssssss follow if u may SO plss dont judge in a hurry so thanks
"alaysa why don't you ever seem to get that you are so dump" yelled my mom disgusted.Her name is sophie."can you imagine a mother taliking to her own child like that ,its dissapointing .its sad to see her kids have futures when the fat,dump,stupid,worthless,ugly,me does'nt" why do i have u for a daughter.!'' she didnt say it with hint of guilt in her eyes "mom what am i spposed to do I'm trying so hard don't you get that " i said ."well try harder because for a 14 year old girl you seem useless. Go i have to talk to people who got brains"mom said. tears where in my eyes but i had to hold it in or she will start laughing at how stupid i seem to cry at my own mistakes .she doesn't understand that i try so hard to please her but nothing ever works try even to get good marks but I'm still average she doesn't know that singing is my life she always looks down on me because I'm fat and worthless .All my life my brothers and sisters where gods and goddess in her eyes, while i was just a human thats .trying to survive in the world . "hey alaysa come help me with something ". said diana (aka prettiest and my 16 year old sis) . "what do you want diana? let me guess, what picture you should post on Facebook again". i said knowingly. "yes and no. yes because thats the only thing you can do for me and no because i just want to say moms right you need brains, sorry I'm just being honest here" she said "thanks'' i replied sarcasticely" and the second one is the best ,I'm trying its my first term give a break would yah" i said "teves thanks bye and hey I'm going out my friend has a bday going on so peace out " diana said "have fun and be careful mom wouldn't mind but hey enjoy and have fun " alaysa said " sorry if you lost you two idiots melissa (best friend who left ) and lia (best friend who also left ) "diana said "hey its okay i don't need friends anyway so do you think you will go to the school dance " i said "daaahhh who wouldn't ? ohhh wait your afraid of those idiots aren't you " diana said "noooo I'm not i won't go cause fat in the middle of skinny doesn't work" i said sadly "teves bye see yah when i see you " said diana~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ . school is the worst for me. I hate it so much, mostly cause its not fun or anthing but i cant do anything since i pushed all my friends away, cause i hate myself and how people made fun of my friends for being so pretty ,that the girl they hangout with is a total dead end but now to be honest seem they happier since i left them mostly at lunch they sit with hot guys and popular girls while i go to the schools field to read my book ( the gift ) people look at me weirdly cause im always in and out of the biology lab cause im a scince freak . "alaysa whats diffusion" asked teacher( thomes) "itsss itss teacher i dont know" said alyasa " well thats usual you never answer "tr thomes said well i know the answer but i dont like it when they look at me its like im a dragon with 7 heads so i stay quiet my life is already hell if you ask me lost my bestie abused at 6 lost small brother lost an aunt lost my hope and faith in everything so when people say have faith to me thats a loed of bulll and i have no dreams or wishes so you can say im an empty box
