Kiss Me Goodnight {Cameron Dallas}

One

Dear mum,
I miss you everyday. This place is horrible and everyone here is insane. I don't belong here. Please come take me home.

"I don't care what they say. I'm perfectly fine. Honestly it's like nothing even happened. I didn't even like her, she was just an annoying obstacle in the way of me living my life. Miss her? Oh hell no. I'm glad my mother is dead."

I couldn't tell if the supervisor was stunned or unimpressed with me. They were doing a routine checkup on me lol they've done on me every Tuesday at 2:15pm since I was admitted into the hell hole. The first month I was a mess. I refused to speak to anyone here, I wouldn't eat and there was no way I was doing an interview like this. Day in and day out I would scream about how I don't belong here and that I'm fine. I'm done with that now. I've put on my hard face and it isn't coming off until I get out of here. And I will get out of here.

Of course everything I told that woman with the perfectly tied back bun who offered me a candy before I entered her office. There was no reason for her to not be happy, she would get to leave this place at the end of the day and go home to her family. Unlike me.

A month ago my mother was brutally murdered in front of me as I was forced to watch the life fade out her cold grey eyes. The police then found me huddled in a corner rocking myself back and forth glued go the body of my dead mother. They immediately recognized I wasn't talking and sent me to the local mental hospital. It took me a full 36 hours to find my voice and up until now the only thing I did was scream.

I had no intention of staying here much longer and was planning to leave as soon as possible and if that meant breaking out then I was up for it. The only thing of value I have is the journal my mum gave me on my 13th birthday almost a year ago. I've always loved writing but was always bad at journaling but I've decided to use it to write letters to her. Other than that there's nothing here I would miss. Or anyone that would miss me

No one needed me and I didn't need no one.

AN: thoughts?? This is my first real story so tell me your thoughts on it so far. I know this chapter is really short but I just wanted to get something out there for you guys!! Feedback is much appreciated!