At first you're were distant
then you told me something big
That was how I found out something about myself
You were the one who showed me I could love anyone, that was when I chose to love you
We were happy, at least for awhile...
Then I figured out I could love many people at once
So I did, but that hurt you
All I did was hurt myself, I wanted to fix things, to make you happy
Than I knew I couldn't do that so I let you go, I thought that was what you wanted, I was thinking of you
It took me awhile to figure out I made a bad choice, I wanted you back
You had already moved on, you had already been with two girls including my best friend
Or should i say exbest friend, the one I left for you
And you are still with her, this was the thing that broke me
I wanted to forget, I wanted to move on
You made me do things I never would have done if I had never met you.
And for this I blame everything on you
I blame everything on the girl I once knew.
But I also thank you, you showed me things I still think are magical
You have stayed by my side even though I hurt you
You are my guardian angel and maybe my soul mate
You still mean everything to me, so thank you so much and please never leave me behind
