i dreamed last night which made me sad. a dreamed that really can hurt me. i wished to have a nice dream but it was opposite. it really made me uncmfortable now... i really want to shout as loud a i can but no voice out. i wanted to cry but its hard for me to cry...
y.. those bullshit scene that i dreamed.. to the person whom i love the most..was it really true?? magagawa kaya nya lahat yun... bago kasi nangyari lahat ng nun dr was someone telling me about my bf's ex.. ito yun
i heard an issue about my bf's ex.. his ex was still expecting until now that her and my bf was still in a relationship status but its confused to her coz of wat my bf's status.. so it means hindi pa cla naghiwalay.. someone advised her that shr need to talked my bf and to clarrify what is dr real score between my bf and her.
but she choose to kept in silence coz shes afraid to lose the person that she really loved. she will wait until he come back and to talked to him whatvis dr status..
when i knew all about it.. i was mezmerized.. i always kept on thinking of what i have heard.. i think also the feelings of that gur...i really want know what is something about this issue...and im ready what will happen..until i fall asleep... and because of that
i dreamed...
the season is coming christmas
so im planning to travel at UAE to see him.. and to talk the things that i have heard.. and not just that because i missed him..
i arrived at the UAE in unexpected date.. i was dr.. and im shocked because my friend worked dr.. and not just that my bf and my friend are together.. it was really hurts.. my bf was also shocked because he was not expecting that i will visit him..but before i talked to him.. i talked to my friend and asked everything
my friend: uie...ur here lageh..
lea: ou..im planning to work here (as my alibi)
MF: ahahah.. good to hear that.. ako man ganeh kay naa sad ko dre.. by d way ayaw kalain ha. kami naman sa u ex..
lea: (shock) (from the word ex) again.. unsa d i iya ingun nimuh?
MF: wala na daw muh.. before meh nagkauyab he courted me..and his very gwapo mangud dn sweet
lea: ahw.. hehehh okie ra uie.. yeah i know.. (smiling but deep inside nasakitan)
MF: anah paman gane ko nya basin malain ka.. dn n ana man xa nga y daw malain ka bsag nagkahigugmaay tah
those words really affects my humanity... it was really hurt... and that time gusto ko maging invisible.. voz of wat my friend said... sheeeet...
lea: cge ha.. i need to have something to do.. alis munah ako.. kita kits...
MF: cge bye
i walked and walked so fast nanparang walang pakialam... dumating ako sa dorm ng bf ko.. he was preparing something coz noche buena is coming.. at ang masakit pa doon. .. wala xang imik at take note hindi para sa aming dalawa ang hinihanda nya.. kundi sa new gf nya...
i left him and i went to dr terrace..sheeeet... what is happening bakit hindi ko to alam.. ayaw ku nah.. ang sakit sakit.. his an evil . his the worst guy that i ever met... bakit xa pa... is this what they called karma... i really want to shout and cry... but no ones out.. parang ubos na lahat... napakasit.. sumisikip ung dibdib ko...
may lumapit sa akin... and it was him..
van: y ur here?umuwi ka na
me: now.. tinataboy muh na ako ng dahil sa babaeng yun and yr not happy coz im here. coz im ruining ur day..dont you worry im leaving and thank you...by d way.. thanks for hurting me...
napagising ako... OMG it was a dream ... a dream that i can never forget.. and im hoping that it will not happen into reality....
