Lost Friendship

    My friend (her name is Skyler) kept talking about this guy (his name is Josh) that she met at the college and how he was kind. Skyler said that they skyped every day and texted when they weren't skyping. She told me that Josh told her that he was falling in love with her but she didn't feel the same way. So I asked then why do you lead him on. She told me that Josh was too clingy for her.
     Then I was at Skyler's house one night when her and Josh skyped. That was the first time I had ever seen his face. Josh didn't look like Skyler's type and he didn't look like she described him. We talked while she had to leave until she got back and Josh was nice and nerdy and those are my type of guys.
    Then a couple of days later I heard that Josh started to date another one of my friends (her name was Angel). He talked about her all the time, saying that she was the best thing that ever happened to him, when I saw him on Skype. Josh and Angel seemed happy.
    Then one day I actually got to meat the Josh in person because we had the same class together. He was a lot more good looking in person. He actually talked to me too. Usually people are awkward around me the first time they meet me. But Josh wasn't which was nice.
    Then he started to talk about Angel and saying how much he loved her. I could see that in his face. His eyes lit up every time he got a message from her. They where happy at least I thought so.
    But as time went by Angel started to not talk to him as much. Then stopped snap chatting him. Then one day at school she told me that she was thinking about breaking up with him. I asked her why because I didn't want them too. Her response was that she never even loved him. She just said it because she felt like she had to. She said that she didn't even see them working out in the first place. Then I asked her why she dated him she said that she just wanted to know how long she could stand him. Then I went off because he was my friend too. I told her that she never should of dated him if she didn't see anything coming out of it.
    Then that day I had class with Josh and usually I talk with him before hand and he started to ask me questions about why she is acting strange and I wanted to tell him but I can't stand breaking peoples hearts and seeing the sad look on their face.
    So I told Skyler what happened and she told him, and when he saw me again he said I could of told him but then I told him why I didn't and he understood. Then he gave me his number so that way I could tell him what Angel was saying so that way he knew if it really was going to end between them. So I told him things that she said or did. Like she sold the necklaces that he got them as a couple for a penny to someone that wanted to give it as a gift to their spouse.
    Then by the next week they were split up and all of their stuff was returned to each other. She seemed fine like nothing ever happened but he was torn up and mad at her for what she put him through for nothing.
    Then me and him started talking more and more and then we started snap chatting each other. I started to feel like we were really good friends.
    Then one day me and Skyler  went over to his house to hang out after school. We played uno and monopoly. I stayed till 9:30 then headed home because my parents wanted me home by ten, I don't know why but they did, he told me to text him when I got home. So when I got home I texted him.
    Then Skyler had to leave for a week with the school. So it was just me and him for that week and our class ended up being canceled and so I went over to his house to hang out. We just sat for over 6 hours just talking and we shared things with each other that no one else knows about us.
    Then when it was time for me to go home he walked me to my car and then gave me a hug and we didn't want to let go. I kind of wanted to kiss him but I didn't because he is my friends ex.
    Then he told me that he wanted to tell me something but didn't know how. Also that I had to guess it. But I kind of knew what it was. It was that he liked me.
    He stopped talking about his ex after a while. Then I found out from another friend (her name is Alyssa) that he said that he was falling in love with me and that I was worth waiting for. That actually started to scare me because I felt like if we dated and something went wrong we would never be as close as we where then.
    So I started to look for other guys to date and I found one. I started to talk about him and I lit up when he texted me and we are now dating. But my friendship with my new best guy friend that liked me started to fade away.
    Now he never text me he never talks to me. I feel like its my fault. I keep thing what if I actually dated him he was cute and kind and we already knew so much about each other that it would of been easy. But now I'll never know because my friendship with him is now gone.
    But you know I was really happy with the guy I was with and I told him about what happened with Josh and he said that if he couldn't see me be happy I didn't deserve him as a friend. So I agreed. This relationship lasted for about two months and then I got left for another girl. That really hurt and I wanted to tell Josh but I remembered that he didn't want to talk to me.
    So a few months went by and I started my senior year and I was finally happy with how I was and I liked the people I was friends with. I was just a generally happy person and I figured if I could be happy with out a man now I don't need on for a while. Then I got a message from Josh. Our of the blue and so we started to talk agian. I was really happy to have him back into my life because he was a really good friend and I missed being able to tell him everything.
     But then a few months went by and this creep at my work asked me on a date and everyone wanted me to go with him. But I didn't really want to but I agreed because I felt as if I had to. Then I told Josh about that and he said tell him your going on a date with me. Then I said you know I'm bad at lying. So he said I wouldn't be lying because he wanted to take me out for Valentine's day. So I agreed and turned down the creep. Then that one date turned into more and by the third date as I was about to go home he grabbed me and kissed me. I know it was crazy. So we started dating and it was great because I really felt like this could last but then things started to get weird. I had a plan to go off to college and het a degree in finance and he was telling me to ditch that plan and stay home with him. Then he started to get really controlling and saying I have to see him everyday and if I wanted to spend time with my family he had to be there.
     Then he started to accuse me of cheating. If I was texting too slow I was cheating. If I texted to fast I was cheating. If my family wanted me home with out Josh then I was cheating. But I never gave him a reason to accuse me of that. So I decided I was done and that I couldn't be in the relationship anymore.
     But then he got obsessive and stalked me. He came to my house multiple time and dropped of packages. Then he showed up everywhere I was. I about put a restraining order on him because it was that bad. But he finally stoped after a month of that.
     So in the end I really did loose a really good friend but I guess it was for the better by the end.