I'm the one on the big yellow bus that sits alone.
God forbid I leave my earbuds at home.
My music comforts me in a place of fear.
But that feeling hasn't always been here.
I used to be the loud one everyone talked to and had lots of friends.
But on June 12, 2015, it all came to an end.
I stopped talking to the person I once called my bestie.
But she's now gone. God? Why do you test me?
I should've known that went she said "I hate you" she wasn't kidding.
She left my eyes red and spitting
So now I sit alone on the big yellow bus.
