These thoughts are killing me
All the memories
And the good times,
you were the key
the key to my chained heart
you broke those chains
despite my claims
and efforts to stop you
it was going great
until she came along
but it wasn't her, it never was
yet I was still full of hate
I eventually worked it out
But you were with the 'popular' group
It was all just a dupe
So here I am
we used to have crazy random dance parties
and sing too
I told you everything
Even that I didn't like smarties
And what about all those movies we saw?
And that ice-cream tub?
You were going to move to my netball club
Was it all meaningless?
I was just a toy in your game
To build my confidence and my trust up again
Just to break it, break me...
And make me shame
The worst part is that
My mum is dying
My dad is crying
So thanks for the good timing
But you just had that likeable charm
And another thing that you didn't know
Is that my brother and his girlfriend of nine-and-a-half years just split
So now there's scars on my arms
I've stopped eating as much
But then it comes up through my throat
So I've started writing my note
Good-bye
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