Taunting Thoughts

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These thoughts are killing me

All the memories

And the good times,

you were the key

the key to my chained heart

you broke those chains

despite my claims

and efforts to stop you

it was going great

until she came along

but it wasn't her, it never was

yet I was still full of hate

I eventually worked it out

But you were with the 'popular' group

It was all just a dupe

So here I am

we used to have crazy random dance parties

and sing too

I told you everything

Even that I didn't like smarties

And what about all those movies we saw?

And that ice-cream tub?

You were going to move to my netball club

Was it all meaningless?

I was just a toy in your game

To build my confidence and my trust up again

Just to break it, break me...

And make me shame

The worst part is that

My mum is dying

My dad is crying

So thanks for the good timing

But you just had that likeable charm

And another thing that you didn't know

Is that my brother and his girlfriend of nine-and-a-half years just split

So now there's scars on my arms

I've stopped eating as much

But then it comes up through my throat

So I've started writing my note

Good-bye

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 07, 2016 ⏰

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