Chapter One
Life is suppose to happy 😂😂😂 lies life isn't happy you wanna know why Because there are sick people out there who need a life. 👌👌👌 how are we suppose to lie our life with nasty people out there😒😕
Gosh here goes nothing to my life 👇👇👇👇
After school
I get home from another horrible day at school, to see my dad an uncle arguing. I rolled my eyes wishing my dad would die already, his never there for me. Why should I care about him, he doesn't even care if I get raped or something. He just did my mother an she had me. I was the mistake, but I love my horrible life it teaches me something every day. I walk upstairs to my room, I put my book bag on the floor an grabbed my lap top. I did my math homework an looked at the time, 11:45. I went downstairs to see my uncle an dad still fighting.
They had to stop so I decided to get in the middle of this. " FUCKING STOP BOTH OF YOU, YOU BOTH ARE ACTING LIKE FUCKING BABY'S. GROW A PAIR AN ACT LIKE REALLY MEN. DAD LOOK I DON'T SEE WHY YOU GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME LIVING WITH SOMEONE WHO CARES ABOUT ME MORE THEN YOU EVER DID OR SOMEONE WHO TAKES CARE OF ME... YOU KNOW WHAT SUCK IT UP BECAUSE I'M DONE WITH YOUR STUPID SHIT. YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME IN MY LIFE SO GET OVER IT" I yelled, They both looked at me shocked. I grabbed an apple an went upstairs an started packing.
I put all the stuff I needed in a box's an sat down. " knock knock" I hear someone say at my door, I look over an see my uncle. " hey" I said eating my apple, " you okay, you were yelling a lot downstairs " he said walking over to my bed. " no I'm not OK, he just doesn't care about me why should I live with him" I said getting mad. " I'm trying to get him to let you live with me but its not working" my uncle said, I stood up " to be honest I don't give a fuck about what he has to say" I walked over to the box's an began carrying them downstairs. I walked to my uncles car an put the box in the back seat. I turned around to see my uncle with another box, I smiled an took the box. My smile dropped when my dad walked out, " You can't do this to me, I'm gonna be by myself" I rolled my eyes " I don't give a fuck what you say, like I said you mean nothing in my life."
I walked past him when he grabbed my arm. I tried pulling away but he was to strong, " let go of me you nasty fuck, your not my father. You never was,what the fuck is wrong with you" I ran inside the house an grabbed the last box's an got into the car. I started to tear up due to what's happening. My uncle got in an drove off. While looking out the window of the car my uncle started to talk, " you didnt have to do that" I looked at him confused " do what" I said he looked at me an kept driving. " be rude like that" he said, " well excuse me to tell my piece of shit father that he means nothing to me" I said rolling my eyes. " look, I know his a piece of shit father but give him a chance" I looked away " there isn't no fucking chance, no chances okay can we please stop talking bout this plz" I wiped a couple of tears away. We got to my uncles house, I got out an grabbed my bags an walked inside to see a group of boys in the living room.
" don't be scared they don't bite" my uncle said coming in behind me. I followed my uncle to the living room. " hey guys, this is my niece Zendaya " my uncle said pointing to me. I waved, they all looked at me in shock, " im gonna, to find my room" I said walking away. " I'll help her" a dark haired boy said. I laughed inside, I walked upstairs when he started to talk. " hey I'm Shawn Mendes, but you can call me Whatever" I looked at him, he had perfect teeth, good muscle I think I'm falling for Him. " hey, I'm zendaya Holt but you can call me Zenda " I said walking into a empty bedroom. " you have a great uncle" Shawn said " yeah, his like a father to me" I said an stopped talking. I stood there an teared up, " oh my gosh, are you OK" Shawn asked looking at me. " yeah I'm fine" I wiped the tears away an unpacked. Shawn helped me an asked me a bunch of questions, like he wanted to know me.
I sat on my bed while Shawn but the last box's in the closet. I teared up, Shawn ran over to the bed an sat down next to me. " zenda I think something is wrong, I'm here for you, you can talk to me" he said so clam an gently. I wanted to smile but I couldn't force it out, I just cried harder. " Shawn I'm sorry, I just really emotional" Shawn rubbed my back, " shhhh its OK" he said. I stopped crying an walked downstairs to see the Boys were gone. I sat down in the living room an watched a couple of movies, something was different an I like it. Shawn end up falling asleep gosh was he cute I thought. I slowly got up an walked to my bedroom. I changed an laid in bed an thought about Shawn, there was something different about this boy, its like he cares an wants to help me...... But we just met, something's going on..... Wait maybe I'm over thinking shit again soon I fell asleep with so many questions.
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