I feel so depressed I dont feel like living anymore. someone kill me already. Im so sick of everyday of my life feeling pain I cant even get over it.
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ITALY'S POV
Germany, Japan and I devoured our dinner fastly. I and Japan goofed around the hous except for Germany who went upstairs and went to sleep. After Eating Dinner Is always our Free time. We play around, get drunk or just go have siesta. Now back to reality, Japan decided that the both of us will read some mangas he bought last time. We went to his bedroom happily. My eyes opened widely as I saw Japan's room. There was alot of Otaku stuffs inside here! Manga's scattered around the bed also on the floor. Some are piled up in the bookshelves or arranged in the floor. There were Hatsune Miku and some vocaloid and other anime posters were posted in wall. Wow! This room is amazing! Japan handed me the manga entitled 'Chibi-san Date'. Japan told me it was another work of his person, Hidekaz Himaruya ((A/N: is it just me or did i just advertist his work xD)) I took it and layed down beside his bed. His 'under bed' was covered with white short curtains. I could see some books piled in their. Is it a manga? I was very curious and took a peek on it.
Huh?
Why is this cover with me and Germany? and marked R18?
Ah! Heres another one too..
Veeh! This ones England and America.. also marked R18.
Curiously, I flipped a random page on the manga with me and Germany. 'Veh! This....... Why is it.. Me and Germany.... had.. sex?!" I thought.
This drawing style is also Japan's. Japan is being a mischevious person. What is he planning!? I hurriedly placed it on the correct position and placed. I stood up and Japan looked at me. "Is there something wrong, Itary-kun?" He asked. I gulped and drop the Chibi-san Date manga on the floor and hugged my tummy. "Veh..I think.... I dont feel well today.." I lied and crouched. "Oh I see.. Wourd you rike to sreep now Itary?" He asked me with a bit of a worried voice and still has the same face. I nodded and took my leave. Instead of me going to my own room, I went to Germany's. I opened the door slowly sloowly.. Slowly so that Germany wont wake up. I succesfully did it and smiled happily and made a little soft sound of ''Veh~". I happily took my shirt and pants leaving me only wearing a pasta-printed pants. I jumped to his bed and inserted on the warm white sheets. It smelled like him. I turned and looked at him. He was sleeping quietly. "Buona Notte" I idiotly smiled and went to sleep.
Ah.... Its this dream again. My past self.
I looked at my tiny little hands and my green maid dress (?) with a white apron. I looked around the room on where I am. I recognized this place. This is Austria's place. Of course! I was living with him since I was captured. I saw a broom on the floor. I guess I supposed to clean. I picked it up and start sweeping the floor as I hummed. The door suddenly opened and emmitting a creep sound when opened slowly. It also gave out a light and a shadow of a boy. My body moved by its own and looked at the door. A guy was blushing behind the door. He had black dress, also a black pirate-like hat. He had the same looks of Germany. He had same eyes and hair with him. Why do I have a feeling I know him..? Do I really know him? "Holy Roman Empire?" Words sputtered out of my mouth even though i did not say anything yet. Holy Roman Empire..? I remember. He was my first love! I cant believe I forgot about him. Im sorry. I still love you HRE. HRE blushed and ran away. I followed him but the next thing I knew. He wasnt there anymore. Nowwhere to be found,
Huh?
The Scenery
Its fading.....
Chirp.. Chirp!
I hear birds chirping outside Germany's window. Its already morning. I could feel the light in my eyes. I dont feel like opening my eyes either. So I covered my face with the blanket. I realized Germany wasnt beside me. Germany?
-To be continued
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Remembering A Past
FanficAs Germany and Italy goes to bed. They both dreamed as Chibitaly and Holy Roman Empire. Each time Germay dreams, He slowly remembers his past self that he forgotten. ••••••••••••••••••••• Hetalia doesn't belong to me but to Hidekaz Himaruya and t...