HEY SO SO SORRY HAVENT UPDATED IN A WHILE IM NOT EVEN SURE PEOPLE READ THESE BUT HERE YA GO
Its 4:27 am on June 8th, 2016 its now five days until my summer camp an I'm not no where near ready to go lol I mean I'm mentally ready but not physically y'all no what I mean but anyways I just reading yaoi fan fiction here on this wonderful app when I thought u haven't posted an update in a while so I should and I did this is it or it is this how ever u wanna say it. I'm lonely ok I don't talk to people that much and when I do I feel like I'm bugging the living hell out of them. I mean they say it's cool and ok but I don't believe them and back to me being lonely I have had moments that have went from a few min to a few weeks and up to a couple of months ya ya ya ik me saying that makes me sound like some hoe or player which I'm not! Now out of all these relationships I've only been in love 3 times. First time was with my gf back in 5th grade we lasted from October 13 to February 12 I loved her and still do but she was the first to break me and the one that hurt the most to lose an who I can never get back
The Second time I fell in love was with my gf in 6th grade we had actually went on a date an everything but a couple months later she broke me even more after helping put me together she smashed me back down
Now this third and last time so far was with my very first bf I didn't every thing I could to try and make him happy but nothing would work then he ended about a week or so after our 3 month anniversary and it was terrible I had already come out on Facebook and everything so I could be with him but i guess it wasn't meant to be like all the rest. All I want is to find some one who loves me for me and I can be with no matter what I know this might sound selfish but I just want some one to love me and make me feel wanted is that really so bad? But there isn't anyone in the world who would love my huge ugly ass
GOOD NIGHT
Kole Cordell
