My shower thoughts

Stressing out

You know when you have all your life figured out? What you want to study? Where? With who? Etc...
You think you've got everything covered until one day, it all changes.
When i was younger, they told me to set a goal but when I did, they told me not to get my hopes up because it all changes as soon as you graduate high school. I never really listened to them. I was just really determined to do what I've always wanted to do. And succeed just to brag about them doubting me before.
Sadly, now that I've graduated high school, everything i wanted to be is kind of impossible... Everything i made sure I wasn't going to be is my only option..
And although I'm sad and heartbroken by it, I just wanted to let you know, these things happen (aye g-eazy), and they'll always work out in the end. You just gotta have faith.
Just wanted to let you know where my thoughts lay these days. And all I wanted to do was make my family proud. Guess I'll write about what happened in a year or two and how it all worked out.
Just don't give up and remember that even if you work so hard to get what you want, you don't always get it. You end up getting what you need instead of what you want. Take a second to think about it, do you really need it? Is it really worth it? No matter what it is, think about it and then choose what your next move will be. And as I said before, it may not go as planned, but you will get what you deserve, even if you think it's not good enough. Maybe what you actually wanted was never good enough for you and this world was protecting you from it. It may sound weird but only the ones who've been through it will understand. Just don't stress out over thing you can't control, and what others say isn't always what's right.

-curious as always, signing out of the bathroom.