Dirty Little Secret

Chapter 1

It's the last week of summer and i'm spending it at some lame ass camp that my mom thought would help me make new friends before college starts. Well, it's almost over and I still know nobody. Great.

They're having a lame dance in the middle of the afternoon. The weirdos are getting crunk, and everyone else is getting drunk. I'm sad to be leaving my family and friends back home in Cincinnati, but this will be a good fresh start for me. Things didn't go very well in high school. I was invisible. I could count all of my friends on one hand alone. I'm glad to be at Miami, even if it's the one in Ohio, not Florida.

I find myself scanning around the room when I notice someone. He stands out from the rest because he towers over everyone. He has pretty green eyes and curly locks. He's actually not bad looking. I think his name is Harry? I'm not sure though.

He looks at me intensely and nods his head in the direction of the janitor's closet. Is he thinking what I think he is? Here? Now? I'm not quite sure how to respond. He starts walking my way and I take in his long figure. He's perfection. Meanwhile, I'm a hot mess of nerves. I've never really done things like this before. The furthest I've been is letting a guy touch my boobs, but we were dating for a year and 4 months.

I wasn't sure if I should go, do I really want to start off college this way? I mean, I barely know the guy. Part of me wants to, it's college, I shouldn't hold back. I need to have fun. "Try not to be a slut, sweetie. I see potential in you." My subconscious mind reminds me of the remark my mother made before dropping me off here. I ignore it and follow him.

Our awkward but kind of romantic bumping of uglies has to be a sign. This is going to be my year. I'm not going to let myself get walked over, I'm not going to be invisible. However, I don't know if I like the idea of starting off college with a boyfriend. What am I thinking, of course I won't. He's probably going to deflower me then never speak to me again. I'm trying my hardest not to think that way. My mind knows nothing will come out of this, but my heart is hopelessly wishing that this turns into one of those sappy love stories where the girl gets the guy and we live happily ever after.

His loud moan of completion snaps me back into reality. He stands up and starts to redress himself, I do the same. Neither one of us talk, all you hear is his heavy breathing.

"So...What are your plans for the last week of summer?" I manage to get out even though it came out much quieter than i expected.

"Oh, you know, party, drink, sleep."

"Oh."

"What about you?"

"Well, I was planning on going and getting my supplies before school starts."

"Oh yeah, I should probably do that, too."

"I-If you want, we could..you know..go together?"

He gazes at me with his big green eyes and lets out a little giggle. I instantly regret asking.

"Katherine, you are amazing and smoking hot," I can't help but smile as he kisses my forehead, "but no one can know that I like you."

And with that, I am left standing alone, in a janitor's closet, without any dignity, and regretting every second.

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