My Best Friends Brother

That didn't go as planned

The rest of the week went by very slow. Leo acted as if nothing ever happened. I try to forget about the shouting, but it's like Brian all over again. It haunts me in my dreams. Or nightmares as I should say.

Jason tries several times to try and talk to me and I prayed that he would text me, but never did. Or maybe he did? Leo must have blocked his number too. Every time Jason tried to catch up to me, I walked the other way, every time Leo was with me, he would just remind me that I could never speak to him again.

I didn't not talk to Jason for me, I did It for him. I didn't want Jason getting anymore hurt from me, even though I am possibly hurting him with not talking to him, it will also push him to get over me.

On Saturday I decided to get a head of some of my classes in school work. With all that has went on lately, I have been getting behind. After a few hours of working, I take a break and take a walk down memory lane.

I look at all the pictures I have on my wall of mostly Lydia and I, but once I get to the end of the rows. I see Jason and Lydia and I. One of the pictures Jason had just took my birthday cake and dumped it on top of my head.

I remember how upset I was because Aunt Grace did my hair up real nice and even put some makeup on me and then he did that. On top of everything, I didn't even get any cake.

Now I laugh about it, but then my laugher turned make into sadness. I burst into tears. I'm seriously like banned from ever talking to him. He has a right to know why I am not ever suppose to talk to him though right?

I quickly get my shoes on and run out of the house, running to his. His truck is in the driveway. Score!

Tears and all, Jason opens up the door for me. "Kel, what's wrong? Do you want to come in?"

"No." I say through my tears. "I-I can never talk to you again."

Jason looks at me with such sadness. "Why? What's going on?"

Before I could answer, I run the other way. Running to Heaven knows where.

I run until my lungs feel like they are about to collapse. I slow down to a steady walk with tears still streaming down my face. Everything feels like it is spinning. I turn around quickly when someone's arms hold mine.

I am face to face with Jason.

"Kel, seriously. Why? Why won't you answer my texts, calls? Why can't you talk to me?"

I look down at my feet. He places his hand under my chin and bring my face up to look at his.

His emerald eyes stare deep into mine. I am at lost for words. I can't seem to concentrate. "Please. Don't lie to me. Tell me the truth."

"Leo told me not to." His jaw clenches. "He told me he would hurt you if you ever got close to me again. I also think he blocked your number from my phone so I can't get any of your messages."

"Kelsee, I don't want to control your life, but break up with him. Be my girlfriend." Hep accents the word 'my'. The air seemed to disappear from my lungs. It felt as if someone just punched my stomach.

"I-I can't." I can't breath. Tears are still falling free from my face. I will only cause him more pain than happiness.

Jason backs away from me. "Okay. I get it." He turns around and starts to walk away from where I stand.

I can't believe the one guy I truly care about and the guy I truly love, just walked away from me again.

I eventually find my way back home around five at night. I can't even feel right now. My body just feels numb.