Can We Start Again?

Can Things get any Worse?

Chapter 1

I think I could have done better this year. All this romance in high school is something to not be focused on but I can't help but to remember when I actually was happy.

Flash Back
" Tori I don't know what to do or what to say or how to look or if I can ever look at him.... I'm going insane already !!! Have I been living under a rock only living a fantasy??!!" I began to run in circles around my room practically ripping my hair off. It's the first time I ever felt like this and I hope it lasts forever. Hope it's like a beautiful dream not to wake up from.

"Aresmay would you please calm down. You look like a lost puppy trying to understand the world. You don't have to do anything perfect, just be yourself." Tori was petting my hair and trying to calm me down.

"But all of this happened so fast and I'm all uneasy and I feel I might do something wrong and it's so embarrassing." I was already blushing and thinking about how Sean told me he liked me. I seriously felt like I was living a dream but I wasn't sure if I should because of this depression I was going through ever since my dad became such an a******.

"We'll just don't fuck up and regret it later. I'm not trying to make you feel bad but just remember don't sweat over little things and don't let anything get in the way between you two. Just view it as being inseparable best friends." Tori told me. I know she's always right and basically a psychic in my life; my depression shouldn't get in my way.

" I know I won't mess up because even though I still carry the mind of a 5 year old when I'm 16, I love him so much that I want to be with him forever."

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Yup. That was such a waste of feelings. I should of known better than to get my problems involved between us. I regret being the dumbass and take all of my anger out on him. If I were in his shoes, I probably dump myself too with such terrible character. Well this is the last chapter of the Cinderella series, my Prince Charming..., more like Prince Bailing Out.

It has been 1 year that I was dumped by Sean, my ex-boyfriend. Reasons why, because of my depression and problems, my brain somehow manage to control my mouth and take it out on him, when my intention was never to do that. I loved Sean so much and he made me the happiest person alive, it was a short time, but it was something I will always treasure and never forget.

My dad has been the worse person ever that he shouldn't even be called my dad. He has never loved me as part of the family and I have no reason in mind of why he is the way he is. Because he has also been a bastard towards my mom, I have kept in the pain and the ugly truth of what he thought of me and my mom. Dever was the only one who my dad loved but Dever didn't like him, he just played along but to his limits. With my dad, well, from now on Hander Milavy, has been rubbing to our faces that it was my mom who was the villain and the irresponsible and reason why the family split up. He hadn't taken the divorce to good, so now he's all brainwashed and turned into a puppet with no brain.

Because of him my life got ruined and it begin to knock down ever positive and good going project down, like a line of dominos. It first knocked down my relationship, which that caused my grades, which that caused my lack of interest, which that caused a not so good depression count.

I wish it all just went away like it was just a bad dream. I wish this could have been a warning and when I wake up I would know that I should save everything that I worked hard on. However, it's too late and I have to face reality, I have to face my fears and start new, try and block the bad with somethings good. School is starting in a week and I still haven't finished shopping. Well, that has to be checked off before anything.