'You got this jewls, stop being a wimp and go talk to your friends!' So I listen to my thoughts and I take a few deep breaths and go and talk to everyone."hey guys!" I say with a big smile as I sit next to Jett and Ellen.
"Hey, jewls what's up?" Ellen asked with a smile.
"Ummmm can I talk to u for a minute jewls?" Jett says while pulling my arm softly while he leads me away from the table.
"What wrong Jett?" I question with a bit of nervousness and worrisome in my voice.
"I don't know what to do!" He says with a happy yet sad tone.
"What happened?" I ask with a hesitant look around the cafeteria.
"Arianna just asked me to... Ummm. Haha. Well to date her." He said looking me in the eye as he holds my shaking hands. He seems sad and happy at the same time.
"Oh. Well why are you telling me?" I ask trying to hide my sadness." Why aren't you with her?" I ask with a sheepish smile.
"I just feel like I should ask you. I mean we just broke up and I know you remember how I used to be, I didn't want you to feel like it's all happening again." He said looking away from me.
"Is it happening again?" I ask with a sassy, and questioning tone.
"No, umm... No." He said hesitantly."I have to go." He says quietly looking at me than walking quickly out of the cafeteria. Was he turning into his old self when he went to every girl that met his needs which were basically that they had all the right parts. So I guess every girl was able to get with him. Why was I so different.
I watch him walk away as a girl approaches him she talk to him for about five seconds and then she grabs his neck and starts to kiss him with all her force, he doesn't stop her, he grabs her back and pulls her tightly against him then lowers his hands down to her butt. I look for a few seconds and then I snap back to reality and realize what was happening. He was already moving on, he really didn't care about me, he hasn't changed at all, and he never will. I can't believe I fell for his bullshit lies. I'm such an idiot!
