Ever since my mum and dad died its been hard I don't know what to do anymore on kist been off track like my whole life has just come crashing down and now I'm living with my step mum and now I have 3 step brothers haha it was bad with just one but my brother moved out ages ago he's 18 now but now I have to deal with to 18 year olds and a 20 year old oh this should be good I haven't slept in 3 days because all ghats come to my mind is my mum and dad when they were together fighting I should have goo memory's of them not this but that's all that comes to my head when I try to sleep I have a lot of good memory's with my dad we used to go to footy together we would go out once a week he wouldn't hate my boyfriends He would like them I could tell him anything he wouldn't care what I did asking as I don't get in trouble he would let me go out with mates to concerts and underaged night clubs haha he was the best now he's gone it's a hard thought I can't get to sleep again I just said all that in my mind its unreal
I go downstairs and get a drink I stand in the kitchen just drinking my drink I get my iPod out and put a song on the first song that comes on is talk dirty by Jason durulo oh haha yay I love this song
"On the flight that you get on
international got first class seat on my lap girl riding comfortable
Cause I damn know that girl dam need New York to hayi got lip stick stamps for my passport you make it hard to leave
Been around the world Sony speak the language but your booty don't need explaining all I really need to understand is when you talk dirty to me da da da da da da dadaa talk dirty to me dadadadadada"
Haha I love that song I sing along to it then take another sip of my drink then I see someone walking around the corner into the kitchen doing a weird dance twisting he's hand and doing something weird
"Haha water you going?"
"I'm doing the dance to that song"
"Haha this song has a dance?"
"Yeah we'll we made it up "
"Oh okay so what's your name? I didn't get it the first time you look like your other brother"
"Haha yeah I get that a lot but hey I'm jai"
"Oh hah hey"
"We have never really talked have me?"
"Nah don't think so "
"Oh well c'mon lets talk "
"Haha sure"
We sit down on the couch and have a normal convo we talk abit about are past and what's happened in the past few days haha it was a good little chat
We sat down and watched a bit of tv then my phone lit up my friend lee was calling ( if anyone I k ow that is reading this its bit lee from are school I just couldn't think of a name) I answer
"What do you want?"
"To talk"
"Well I'm in the middle of something"
"Like what?"
"Watching tv with my step brother"
"You have a step brother how old is he?"
"18 now I have to go"
"Whatever"
"Fuck you to bye"
I hang up
"What was that all about " Jai says giving me a weird look "oh it was just this guy who is in year 12 " "oh haha what year are you in?"
Oh god "11" "but arnt you 15?" haha "haha yeah but I'm turning 16 and I started school a year early so I'm in year 11 ment to be in year 10 but yeah I'm in year 11'" "oh makes sence "
I just lay there texting him all night cause I'm fancy like that
