Change. Man x boy

Isolated

                War was all I thought about, no matter what the cause and no matter how hurt I felt, I always seemed to think of war and another part of me that I never had always seemed to awaken, but only bits and bits of it like a shattered mirror being fixed into it's new whole, would only be awakened by someone who tried to fix "the mirror."

The only 2 questions I thought about was.........

Why was I so lonely? Why was I created?

                     Chirp chirp chirp "Yawn*" "ahh, good morning!!" I said to myself. I guess I have to finish up building my tree house. since the birds are already trying to eat my food because I haven't finished the kitchen yet. 😩😰. I picked up the wood that I cut last night and started to chop it with my axe making it fit the kitchen. After that I stopped for a break because come on i was chopping at least 20 of those big branches that I got from chopping the trees in the woods which FYI you already know I'm living in the woods. After that I thought about how old I was when I got here and to be honest I was about six years old when I escaped from the vampires and moved here to the most dangerous woods, which for your information, it isn't the most dangerous woods ever because I lived here for five years already and nothing bad has happened to me well... except for the part that I was attacked by bears but that was just a minor thing because by then I trained myself to react faster and to do all types of things such as fighting,doing flips, climbing on trees with just two knives, and being the most silent when it comes to killing predators. Well I guess when it comes to surviving in the woods it doesn't seem such a dangerous place anymore. Well breaks over.

Time Skip~~~~~~ Few hours later

I finally finished my treehouse!!!!!!! YESS !!! wait... did I forget to get food again? Yes i did. Hah. Let me get my coat. I went to the door and began to walk down the tree house. I had to remember by now, didn't I? Well it can't be helped, since the birds ate my food!!!! I guess I don't have to worry about that now anymore because I already built my treehouse. Well I just need some meat and some berries. so I just got an axe and went out to kill at least a deer or a Liaja, which is a combination of a Lion and a Jaguar, don't ask me why a hybrid of a lion and a jaguar is in the woods because I have no idea why. Well I'm ready so time to get some food!!!!

WARNING!!!!! IF YOU ARE AGAINST ANIMAL VIOLENCE SKIP THIS PLEASE!!!!!! I DON'T WANT TO TRAUMATIZE YOU!!! THANK YOU.

I was walking through the woods and I saw a deer drinking the lake so I looked at it's movements and how the deer was breathing and threw the axe towards the deer and when the deer was about to react it was already hit by the axe. Agonizing in pain the deer fell on the ground and was making these weird noises but as soon as I was about to go up to it I saw all of the blood spilling from the deer's body. I don't know what was happening to me but I felt wierd when I saw it and i've done this so many times I am not sure why I'm feeling this way. As soon as I realized I was staring at the deer too much I snapped back to reality and said "I'm sorry you had to see this side of me and I know we could've been friends but I have to at least survive for myself so for your death I will give you a grave so any of your family members can see it. I'm so sorry." I twisted the deer's head making it die in front of me. I felt sorry for the deer but as I promised I grabbed a giant rock and wrote some pretty sayings on it but I also wrote the deer a name just for respect. I called the deer Hope. After that I ripped the body apart and put it in a bag that I had and zipped it up so it won't get dirtier than it is if it falls on the floor.

Time skip~~~~~~ few minutes later

I was on my way to the next berry tree because I already picked some berries on the other bush and I actually wanted some different berries. so I went to find some berries that were blackberries instead of raspberries. CRUNCH!!!! I looked up down and around to see if anyone was there. Later on I saw some black and white fur, so I went up the tree and looked down at the creatures. Hmm they were werewolves. I still looked down at them and saw that there was a wolf that had blue eyes and white fur and there was a wolf with black fur and yellow eyes. They started to look up the trees where I was hiding in, so I jumped to each tree as fast as I could and I know this was a bad idea but cut me a break I don't want them to find me yet, So when I was already reaching another bush I looked behind me if they were following me and they were!!! Man these wolves could run very fast!!! (hey don't judge me.) So I looked for the raspberry bush and jumped in it. I rubbed the raspberries on me so they won't pick up my scent because I noticed that they might've caught my scent. Oh crap the meat and the black berries!!!!! I also rubbed them with the raspberries too because my scent could've came from the meat and the blackberries so I won't risk my life because of it. Ohh they're coming. I stopped what I was doing and waited until they left. I heard them speaking so I eavesdropped to hear what was happening. "You know we have to find him, right?" The black wolf said. "I know but I thought I saw him for some reason, but I can still smell his scent but the raspberries are blocking his scent" The white wolf said. "Yeah I think we should probably leave now it's almost noon and we have to see what to do the next day because you know we have a lot of work to do tomorrow." The black wolf said. "Yeah I know, let's go honey." The white wolf said. "Yeah ok, darling." They both smiled at each other giving each other a sign of love. Awwwww!!!! so they were a couple, how cute.....wait!!!! enough of this!!! I waited until they were completely gone and when they were I went up the trees and began to jump on each tree as quietly as I could and as I reached the treehouse I began to get some bathing supplies.

It wasn't so hard to find bathing supplies on my first day in the woods because I was near a little neighborhood that had bathing supplies and at times I would work there to earn money or I would trade for the bathing supplies just in case I don't have time to work, but other times I would trade for certain things such as clothing, toothbrush, toothpaste, blankets, plastic bags and etc.

Well I think it's time to take a shower so I went in the treehouse and grabbed a plastic bag and a plastic stick to hold the plastic bag, filled the plastic bag with water and wrapped it around the plastic stick. As I finished with that I went to the bathroom and adjusted it so the water could go in the holes that I made on the ground and poked the plastic bag with another stick that I found on the ground and began to take a shower. Also I had a big bucket and a medium size cup to finish up cleaning myself because well this was faster.

Time Skip~~~~~~~~ 15 minutes later

After taking a shower I changed in my room, put on my shoes and headed out to the door to clean the meat and the blackberries. When I already cleaned the berries and the meat, I made a fire with leaves, twigs and rocks. With that, I heated the meat up so I could eat it later. As I waited for the meat to get ready, I went back to the treehouse, into the kitchen, and got out a bowl to put the black berries in. I ate the meat and drank some berry juice that I already had from yesterday and when i finished I put out the fire and headed back to the treehouse. After that I went to the bathroom to wash my face and teeth, then I headed to my bedroom to go to sleep. As I was already in my room I blowed out the candles and went straight to bed. As soon as I was about to think of what I was going to do tomorrow, I started to drift off to sleep and ZZZzzzzzzz.
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To be continued......

Hey guys and girls!!! Look I know I haven't been updating books and I know I promised, but I really didn't like the books anymore because I felt like it was missing something and I have been writing books for about two years and I just couldn't feel the sensation of how the books were. What I'm trying to say is that I got bored of the books and now that I'm going to highschool I am already seeing that some of the chapters are not even making sense so I'm starting a new book that I started to think about weeks ago, and actually tried to draw some of the characters that are going to be in the book, but I'm going to see if it's going to look good in the book. Also I might write longer chapters depending on how the events will turn out so yeah.