I fell inlove once, twice and many times and i was hurt. Thats what makes me scared to fall again becaue as much as how good it feels to be loved by someone comes the pain when everything falls apart. I just can't take the risk anymore.
I was broken, and finally i found myself happy again. I had peace and i have God. Everything was flawless. Until something happened. You happened, you walked into my life. I fell inlove once again, those feelings that ive never felt for a long time came rushing, and i never expected that. Then you were just a passing by. I was broken once again, and its ganna take a lot of time to heal. From that point, everything has changed.
Im not ganna care anymore. I never did, but unfortunately you were able to break that wall. You went deep enough. But still im strong. I have to, thats how i survive. Let go, move on and get over it.
BUT... I tried to save whats left that i know i can still hold on to. Well i guess thats just it. Maybe im better off without you. =P
Sometimes its better not to care, to save yourself from pain. =}
Everyone deserves a second chance? oh not for me, some people just dont deserve one. =D
Thats all.
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