Hard to Tell (Jacksepticeye fan-fic)

1. I don't remember

I don't remember much of anything really, I can't even see ether. My mom left me in the hospital bed until morning. I grab my laptop or try to anyway, and since I know the keyboard well I knew how to type everything. But I just... can't see so I couldn't watch anything.

 Before the crash, my viewers told me to go to a Pax, but now I don't how I can it's all the way in Texas.(It's a different one)

I get out of the hospital today since the crash was only three days ago. I can't wait to go home and get into real clothes, plus I get a dog. I'm gonna call him Ginger Snap.

~~Afternoon time~~

 home, but it doesn't feel like it, and I can't go back to college until I learn how to read brail which is the dots on a sigh, and how to walk around. "Sis your back" my little brother said "Ashton where are you?" "Right in front of you, duh" he said. 

"Can't you see me?" Soon mom saw what was going on.  "honey, Em can't see anymore, the car crash made  her go blind" she said as best as she could without crying. I could hear better so that means I could hear her trying to hold it back, and I felt stupid for driving back to my dorm so late.

Then I grabbed whoever was in front of me hopefully it was Aston, and I hugged that person. " Ok Em I kinda can't breath here", ok so it was Aston. "Ops sorry I guess I'm like the hulk now" I said tickling him.He always had a weird laugh it was good to finally hear it again.

"Mom where's the do-" I fell backward to be greeting by a lot of dog kisses. "Woah your a big dog" I said petting him. "yup he's pretty big for a Husky, and he's silver not ginger, sorry" my mom said somewhere in the house.

'So this is gonna be hard trying to do things that I normally did around this place' I thought to myself. ' I wonder if I can make a YouTube video with Aston's help'. "Hey Aston wanna help me do a live stream today" "sure I'd love to make one with you" he said.

He lead me to my old room how could I tell you ask well because of the perfume I wear it was everywhere. He pushed me to a seat "wait is this my old computer chair?" I asked feeling the chair leather. 

"yup it is" he said happily. he is fifteen so he knew how to set it up right, I sighed all I could see was gray and tan blurry spots."Is it ready yet bro" I asked him "almost just gotta move the camera."