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d-did you mean it zach whispers. n-no i take it back...everything...i sware it just please don't leave me...please. zach leans his head on your chest. you breath in slowly stroking his cheek softly...i love you babe. you look down to see zach's chest still,eyes blank,and cheeks a pale white. you kiss his bloody wrists leaving a crimson red stain on your lips. you pick up his fragile body and wrap your arms around his tiny waist. you saved me from myself but i-i couldn't do the same you cry. picking him up from the cement you cradle him softly kissing his beautiful dimples. pulling out your phone you call 911. you calaspe and continue to stroke his cheek. the line picks up as you choke out two words...his suicide. the ladies tone replies in a soft and soothing manor,sir stay calm were on our way love were are you? i-i don't really know its somewhere next to...uh the advanced learning  highschool. ok sir were on our way. (6 minutes later) I watch as they tear him from my arms. i sit on the sidewalk as they drive away...i don't wanna see his blank brown eyes staring at me with such pain as he lays...dead because of me. I don't ever wanna feel the pain I felt as he drifted away from my grasp.    
i don't wanna stay in this world when zach isn't apart of it anymore. you walk home brushing the tears from your eyes. your tears of agony soon turn to tears of anger. how could I let this happen you shout. you start to rummage threw your draw searching for your blade. I'm worthless...im a peice of shit you shout as you start to slit your wrists. you carve zach's name deep into your skin. you fall to the base of your bed as you start to feel faint. blackout no consciousness. just empty space left in the dark with your thoughts surrounding you.

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