Chuffed

This day was boring. I could see through the sky, how dark and gloomy it was. The air was chilly so I wrapped myself in blankets and burrowed myself under the pillows.

I lay in bed, my head aching. This existential crisis is killing me.

Although I have absolutely no care to anyone for anything, I care generally for what will inevitably happen to the world. What is the meaning of life? What's the purpose of our day-to-day survival?

I frowned at the ceiling.

My back ached, my eyes feel heavy(from scrolling on Tumblr of course), and my face felt like Miley Cyrus had hit it with a wrecking ball.

Basically, this day was a giant, wrecking ball that lunged towards me just as soon as I woke up.

And by I woke up I mean, someone was ringing the doorbell so many times I actually woke up.

I groaned. I twitched. Standing up wasn't a piece of cake. Basically, my bed was my home and if I attempted to stand up I'd probably break my legs and my arms.

Standing up, with my brown hair ruffled in a curl, and my sweatpants  on, I ran to the door and opened it shirtless.

There was a guy.

I blushed so hard, my cheeks were on fire (eyy see what i did therexD). I shut the door so fast and locked it. I ran to my bedroom and grabbed one of my black shirts that  was somehow on the floor.

"You fool, now you've made a complete stupid out of yourself. Jesus fucking christ." I muttered to myself.

I checked myself in the mirror. My hair was a mess, my eyebags were as dark as the pits of hell, and my cheeks were still blushing.

Why was I even that self-conscious? He's just some random guy, as if I mattered to him and vice versa.

I opened the door again.

Holy shit, I feel so gay.

A/N: soo how'd you gays like it? shit i meant guy. my hands are so used to typing gay instead of guy xD but if gay applied to you then YAY you go famm. But okay yeah i wont make this long. so basically this is my first time writing a phanfic then sharing it with public people >•< soo i hope you guys did enjoy it and dont forget to vote, comment and share to your friends! :)) TENKYU FAM
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