YOUR HOPE | JHOPE FANFIC

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You never felt like you were the luckiest girl in the world because in all honesty you were one of the luckiest girls in the world. You had everything that you possibly wanted but nothing could compare to what you actually have, or who you have. You cherished the fact that you had him in your life. You had spent 3 years in a long-term relationship with him and there wasn't a day where he had failed to make you smile. The highlight of the time you spent with him was being able to wake up beside him and slowly opening your eyes to him beaming up at you. It always amazed you how you guys stayed 3 years together, but also hoping for more years to come.

He had suggested to take you out somewhere to celebrate your relationship, yet you weren't married and it wasn't even your anniversary, out of the blue he had just decided to take you out. As you sat in his car, you tried to wipe the fog off the window to make out your surroundings, but it was no use as the fog came back on.

"Hobi, where are we going?" You whined

"Be patient and you'll see" he sang

"Baby, jebal?" You put on a childish voice while batting your eyelashes hoping your aegyo would work on him, usually whenever you did aegyo he would give in but this time he didn't

"Aniyo, it's not going to work ... Stop doing that" he imitated your childish tone and you pouted. The more you thought of where it was he was taking you, the more you believed he was taking you to the studio as he wrote lyrics every single day. You adored the lyrics he would write as you saw sincerity in his determination to do well - his determination to do well often inspired you to have the same attitude towards your work. The passion of the every words he spoke could clearly be heard and you felt the honesty in his lyrics. However, you never remembered the route to the studio being this long.

A few minutes passed by and you still had no idea of where it was he was taking you. It's not that you were bored because you were having fun, throughout most of the ride, you and J-Hope had been singing along to the songs on the radio. You turned the volume down slightly "Oppa, I need your advice on something" he hummed in response to let you know he was listening "So I've started taking writing classes because I was inspired by this author who writes this amazing book series. Everything's been well I've been learning useful skills ..." He tried to find a parking space, without keeping his eyes off the road he replies "But?" You sighed, hesitant to tell him why "But, my teacher told me that I won't make it far ... He said that my writing style wasn't good, that I'm useless compared to the others studying the course. I pay a lot of money for these lessons only to be criticised ... If I'm honest, I'm even thinking about giving up." He pulled over once he found a good parking space, he looked into your eyes

"I'm not implying that you're not working hard but don't give up" you exhaled sharply

"_____ always remember. If you don't work hard, there won't be good results" whenever you felt like giving up he would throw these words at you and you were grateful of his support towards you. His positive outlook on life only motivated you to try harder in always aiming higher and achieving your objectives - your want. The sort of qualities obtained in his personality led you to have an everlasting admiration for him.

He got out of the car and proceeded to open the car door for you to get out, immediately he covered your eyes with his hands "Aish jinjja, don't you think I deserve to at least take a peek?" He chuckled at your remark "Jagiya, do you trust me?" You nodded. It took you faster to figure out where you were even though his hands covered your eyes, your nose wasn't covered meaning it wasn't hard to detect where you were. The smell of the mixture of iodine and salt was a massive give away. You gasped "Daebak" he had taken you to the beach where you first met. He slowly took his hands off your eyes "It was supposed to be a surprise" you beamed up at him "Then this is the best surprise anyone has ever given me. I love it, komawoyo" he intertwined his fingers in yours "You don't need to thank me" your grip tightened slightly on his hand "Saranghae" his whole face composed itself into a smile so radiant it could have blinded you.

You were walking on the beach, holding on to each other's hands, as the whiff of the salty air danced into your nostrils reminding you of the time you first met.

You had a flashback to the day you first met him. If he hadn't approached you and opened up to you, you would have never met him or been in a relationship with him. You had seen him from far away with his friends but had no intention to approach him, you were too drawn into your book to take interest into speaking to strangers. But, there was something about him that took your attention off of your favourite book. The closer he got, the more you were able to observe his features - just as you expected, he was gorgeous. He seemed almost too perfect to be human. No matter how hard you tried to concentrate on reading you couldn't as your eyes always went back to look at him. You knew it was rude to stare but you couldn't help it, his eyes found yours then dropped to your book. You had expected him to carry on walking but he stopped right in front of you. "Jeogiyo!" You felt the blood around your veins pumping faster out of fear "I'm sorry" you muttered "Wae?" He was sort of confused as to why you were apologising "I was staring it's rude ... Once again, mianhae" he shook his head "I'm sorry if I startled you. I was fascinated by the book you're reading because I'm currently reading the same one" you were shocked, not many people read this book as it was very complex to comprehend, he extended his hand for you to shake his "Annyeonghaseyo, I'm Hoseok" you shook his hand "Annyeonghaseyo, ______~imnida" He sat next to you and started getting to know you. Overall the conversation was deep, you had learned that he was very friendly as he had no hesitation to approach you and he wasn't only a beautiful person on the outside but he was beautiful on the inside aswell. He genuinely had a good heart indicating that he was a good person, "You know ... The book isn't the only reason why I approached you. I also approached you because neon jeongmal yeppeo" you weren't used to compliments but this one really warmed your heart up, allowing blood to rush to your cheeks revealing the tint of red beginning to colour your cheeks "Kamsahamnida" One of his friends yelled "Hobi-hyung! Are you coming or what?" J-Hope held up his index "Wait I'm coming!" He turned to you "Can I have your number?" You nodded handing him your phone, he registered your number and installed his into your phone "I'll call you tonight ... It was nice meeting you."

J-Hope looked at you really worried as you were smiling to yourself "What are you thinking of?" Your hands began to sweat, he didn't seem to mind even though you found it hard to understand why you were feeling so nervous "One of the best days of my life" he softly laughed "Geurae? Which one?" Your cheeks were aching because of how much you were smiling "The first time we met" he straightened his back in confident "Oh, I already knew that" you tilted your head to the side "How?" He started swinging your arm "Because I'm your hope" you rolled your eyes fighting to restrain your laughter "Not again" He placed his hands on your waist bringing your body closer to his as you rested you hands on his shoulder, letting him bring you in for a tender kiss. Both of your lips were pressed against each other, resulting into the both of you smiling into the kiss.