Chapter 1

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Chapt 1-"have to force love"-

-5yrs after that night-

"So Nique.. Tell me what happen on that night when he got shot"

The lady sit in front of me with her legs cross, she was in her late 30's ,she had a messy bun in her hair,she was a white lady with glasses and red hair,for god I hate talking about this I wanted to forget about that's night..but I guess that's why I'm here right? I'm 21 years old and that night that happen ,I was 16 it was my 16 birthday.. I look at her and said

"I really,don't like talking about this event"i said playing with my fingers

"I know sweetheart, but if you want to get away from that event we have to talk about it again then I'll have a something for you to do ok?" She said putting her hand on my knee then sitting back

I nodded to what she said, then I began to talk

"It was around 11 something and we was driving to Chicago but he had to get some gas..then uhm out of no where my brother came up and bust the glass with the bottom of his gun,"

She ask me a question which was "do you visit your brother in jail?"

"Sometimes..but continue with the story,I got out of the car and so did him"I said sitting back

"Can you say his name for me"she said clicking her pen to write

I sigh and took a deep breath and said"August.. But uhm he got out of the car and him my brother was yelling and talking at each other,and august last words was..'More then a hit buddy I fuck h-'..and my brother shot him in the head and the face then the leg..I don't know if he survive or not.."

"Did you love him at that age?"

I look straight in her eyes and a tear fell down my cheek and I said"yes,yes I did,and now I'm a single mom I still sometimes out the day I think about him but I'm trying to move on,I have two kids and I want to think about them,and just them"

She gave me a tissue box and I took it and took one and whip my eyes

"Would you still like to see him if he's alive or not?"she said looking at me

I sat there quite for a few minutes and said"no...because I'm not going to be able to carry all my thoughts..and I don't want my children seeing me like that"

She smile and said"okay,well that's all the time we have,I want you to do is write whatever your feeling "

She gave my a notebook that had flower on the front and I took it and said "thank you"

I left the office and walk to my car and got in pulling off,just in time to pick my kids, one is a girl and the other is a boy,his name is Jeremiah and the girl is Heaven there both twins ,there father is not in there life because he pass away,he decided to do a gang bang thing instead of being here with me,he for shot so my mom and my bf help me with them there both 6 years old and health .I pull up to the school and pick them up and I pull off

"Mommy,where's Trey at?"heaven said

Now I knew try since I was 15 before I got kidnapped I'm now dating him ,I been dating him for a few mouths now and he been perfect

"He's working "I said smiling

"Ooh yeah,when is he getting off?"she said

"Around your bedtime "I said driving

I pull over to my moms house and got out with the kids and walk in her house

I saw my mom cooking something and the kids ran to the living room and my mom seen me and said

"Well,hello"

"Hey mama"I said sitting down

"How was the therapist?"she said looking at me

"Eh,it was ok just you know I don't like talking about that Bs"I said pulling out my phone

"I know,but its over with now " she said

"You right"I said looking at my phone

"You talk to your brother?"

I look at my mom and sigh"nah,I was thinking of taking the kids to see there uncle"

"You should babygirl"my mom said

"I'll probably do it tomorrow.. I still kinda don't forgive him.."I said

"He was just trying to save you,you know he went over states looking for you"my mom said

I sit back in the chair and put my phone down "yeah,I know.."

She put cookies out and Jeremiah and heaven came to the kitchen.. I sat there and think about kevin and august... Is august still living ?




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