Ooc! Tamaki X Dead! Reader Song ONESHOT ~ Please Don't go.

Chapter 1

Involves suicide, cutting, and other themes. I suggest 13 and older read, but if you can handle it, go ahead.

"Nobody ever knows
Nobody ever sees
I left my soul
Back there now I'm too weak
Most nights I pray for you to come home
Praying to the Lord
Praying for my soul."

Ever since Haruhi's cousin, or Tamaki's girlfriend died, everything has been gloomy. Haruhi was currently dealing with depression, but Tamaki's was even greater.

He had to move on. Tamaki had a job to do and (Y/N) would've wanted him to move on, under that fake smile of his was a darker character which started building up when (Y/N)'s condition was getting severely worst.

His emotions were even weaker, at times they would go haywire like crying in the middle of nowhere. The ladies were happy that his girlfriend was gone, but they never knew she died. The times they cherished together were implanted into his brain, all he had left of her and himself.

Tamaki prayed everyday that she would come back, he refused to believe the joy in his life was gone forever.

"Now please don't go
Most nights I hardly sleep when I'm alone
Now please don't go, oh no
I think of you whenever I'm alone
So please don't go."

He never wanted to let her go. The bed she would sometimes sleep on was empty, he would spend his nights thinking about the memories (Y/N) and him would share. Everytime he got, he would think about her.

"Cause I don't ever want to know
Don't ever want to see things change
Cause when I'm living on my own
I'll wanna take it back and start again
Most nights I pray for you to come home
Praying to the Lord
Praying for my soul."

Tamaki never wanted anything to change, but the day she was diagnosed with Cancer, his world fell apart. His maids and workers were worried about him when he would lock himself in his room.

"Now please don't go
Most nights I hardly sleep when I'm alone
Now please don't go, oh no
I think of you whenever I'm alone
So please don't go."

"Tama-Chan, are you okay?" Honey-Senpai asked him worried about Tamaki's condition which was worsening. "I'm fine." Tamaki replied, he was lying, it was clear.

"You should eat more boss. You're as skinny as a stick." Hikaru pointed out. "Yeah." Kaoru agreed. "It's true Tamaki, we'll have to get you a caretaker if you're condition worsens." Kyoya said.

"I send so many messages you don't reply!
I gotta figure out what am I missing babe!
Singing now
And I need you now, I need your love! "

Tamaki was driven to cutting point, he didn't want to do it, but he had no other way. The blade ran across his skin smoothly, causing fresh blood to ooze out of the wound. The pain was so addicting and felt amazing. But he hissed not used to the pain.

(I never cut before so I don't know..)

"Now please don't go
Most nights I hardly sleep when I'm alone
Now please don't go, oh no
I think of you whenever I'm alone
So Please Don't
Please don't go"

He started crying. Tamaki had no reason at all to live. When he went to Ouran, Haruhi grabbed his wrist. He hissed. "Senpai, I am now aware of what you've been doing and it's unhealthy." Haruhi told him sternly. She dragged him to the host club.

The hosts all gathered around a table. Haruhi gently put his sleeve up revealing his scars.  "Why have you been doing this Tama-Chan?" Honey asked.

"Fine. I had no other way! I miss her too much! She was the only one I had!" Tamaki started crying. "This is about (Y/N)?" Kyoya asked.

Tamaki nodded. Nobody ever seen the lively King cry. A tear slipped from your eye, you saw his condition and everything and all you wanted to do was hug him like you used to.

"Please don't go
Please don't go
Please don't go
I think of you whenever I'm alone
So please don't go."

Tamaki was officially done. He hung himself. One of the maids saw him and screamed, "MASTER TAMAKI!" The news was passed down to the school, the hosts were devasted, ladies were crying.

Tamaki was reunited with (Y/N), it was happily ever after for them two.

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This probably made nobody cry. Oh well, I love this song and I find it emotional. *CHANTS. OOC. OOC.*

If you are cutting, please stop. Or try, don't harm your body in any way, please. It makes me heartbroken.

And don't even dare think about suicide. You were given a gift, your life, don't destroy it.

Thank you, PEACE OUT GIRL SCOUTS!