WHY ME ?

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Why me ?
Why did he choose me ?
Why did I give him my number ?
Why did I return his calls ?
Why didn't I leave when I had the chance ?
Why did I believe his lies ?
Why did I give him so much control over me ?
Why didn't I listen to her ?
Why can't nobody see through this facade I put up everyday ?
WHY ME ?

Out of all these other girls in the world he chooses me. These thoughts were running through my head as he continued to whip me this wasn't the first time but there was so much rage in this one . I couldn't fight back my whole body was numb . I had gotten used to it all of it the beatings ,choking , rape all of it . It was an everyday routine
But this time I felt every bit of it and then it came to me I was stuck here FOREVER there is no way out. No matter how hard or loud I scream or yell for help nobody seem to hear me . It's all a constant whirlpool of lies that I just seem to fall for a little deeper every time . I walk through the streets wondering if anyone actually sees what I'm going through or do I just seem like another insecure uptight little girl that self shames herself for no reason . Lord God if it is your will that I live to see the day that I get loose from this monster let it be done
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Alright before y'all jump down my throat saying oh 'I seen this before' 'your plagiarizing' blah blah blah this story is myyyyyyyyyyyy idea I stated it on my old wattpad account (demi6677) but I got love vied out and idk my password so I created a new one and I'm writing my story on this so yuhh pls tel a friends bout this 😝😝😝😝😝❤️