Bad Boy Meet MMA Nerd

I want her but cant have

Amalia

I decided that since my dad would be back soon that I should go back to Dino's house and retrieve my belongings. Yeah you guessed it I went back to my house and stayed there I felt terrible for running but I felt even worse that he didn't catch me and it seemed like he wasn't looking. I was stupid for even thinking for a second after that moment we had that  it meant something but still after two weeks at the thought of it I still feel butterflies in my stomach my heart pounds and heat rushes to my face. I was a fool a pitiful one I was going to go today I peeked out of the attic window to see if he was home and I saw him leaving with her.... Just the sight of that made my chest burn and my stomach twist in knots I quickly shut the curtain and placed my back against the wall and slid down until I hit the floor. I allowed my body to lay on its side and curled up and I forced the tears to stay inside I barely knew this boy and yet he was going to make me cry for the second time. I've gone soft I looked at my phone it was almost 10 I must have been laying here longer than I thought I peeked out the window again he wasn't home so I snuck out the back and climbed the window to his room. I slid in and went downstairs where my most prized possession has sat I grabbed him and hugged him then I suddenly heard voices outside so I mad dashed to the back door he will know I was here oh well I won't be back for a while I'll get my clothes later. I was curious I stayed close to the outside of his house. I heard the voices enter I peeked through the living room window and saw her all over him kissing his neck bile began to rise I couldnt sit here and watch while she took what I wanted so instead of doing what I wanted to I left and as I turned to tiptoe away a freaking fudging flip flap twig broke and both their heads snapped in my direction and so for the second time I made a mad dash to the front of his house behind a big tree so he couldn't see me. He stepped out the house and looked around and he looked over to where I was I know he saw me because he squinted to be sure he saw me and he looked pissed and began to walk towards me I backed up slowly but then another sound was made he snapped his head in that direction then she appeared behind kissing his neck trying to persuade him to go back inside he turned his head to say something to her then she full on kissed him and looked my right in my eye I was beyond pissed but then he kissed her back and that's when I felt the last piece of my heart break into oblivion it just happened all over again. He pushed her off and looked at me with worry in his eyes but I ignored it despite the tears that were already falling my face was blank I turned and placed my board down and rode away. I heard him calling mg name begging me to come back but I just pushed off harder until I couldn't hear his voice anymore it was dark but I kept pushing harder and harder until I was at my favorite park I wanted to ride through it but I fell off my board and landed in the grass. I didn't even bother to ride again I just picked Dion up and climbed the nearest tree and wedge him between branches so he  wouldnt fall and I sat up there and cried my heart out I screamed I broke branches I climbed down and threw a fit as I cried until my eyes didn't have anymore tears. I climbed back and and leaned against the trunk and slept. Sleeping with a broken heart maybe hard for most but I've been sleeping this way since I was 10 when I lost my first love due to my dad and his friends douche bag son who liked me. I must admit he was cute but I didn't want him and we hung out a few times because our dads work together but I didn't give him any reason to believe that I liked him yet he made up this whole scenario where we were dating and in love but when I told him that I loved someone else he went ape shit and....well that's enough of thinking about the past for now my mind needs to rest.

Xenif

Here I was two weeks later still thinking about my date with Aria it went so well and despite me being flirtatious she seemed to like it and even thought I am a very confident guy she made me nervous. We went to a nice restaurant nothing too fancy she doesn't like places like that and I didn't mind but she says she just doesnt like to dress up which I knew was a lie but I let it go I will pry another time. We talked about a whole bunch of stuff from food to anime to games to animals to sunsets and parks to whatever random thing she thought about. She spoke more than me and I didn't mind she looked so beautiful and passionate when she spoke I wouldn't dare interrupt she made me happy and warm inside which was new for me but I welcomed it as long as it was with her. I may be flirtatious but I never had a girlfriend and I wanted her to be my first but I needed to wait and get to know her better before I ask her. This morning I woke up about an hour earlier than my old routine but since Aria I've been waking up earlier from the excitement of being able to see her but lately she and I have been worried about the same thing. Where was Amalia we called and texted her with no answer its been about two weeks and even without coming to school she has managed to have her assignments turned in early we wanted to call the cops but something tell me that she doesn't want to be seen which is understandable also Dino not that I care has been looking pitiful and that girl who is always hugged up on him hasn't cheered him up one bit even his little crew looks down. It would seem that Amalia has affected a lot of people in her short two day presence even me but I have Aria to keep my spirits up. I was upset that I woke up 6 on a Sunday morning but I couldn't go back to sleep so I went for a jog in the park since it was just around the corner from me and it would have seemed that I found my missing little best friend curled up next to a long board in a tree. That's when an evil idea crossed my mind I climbed the tree branch next to her and screamed in her ear startling her but it backfired when she grabbed and brought me down with her and what's even more messed up she landed on top of me so I cushioned her fall. We looked at each other she blushed slightly and then burst into laughter as she got off me. As our laughter died down I gave her a once over and realized she looked way worse than everyone else.