Xx "True happiness is... to enjoy the present, without anxious dependence upon the future."
-Lucius Annaeus Seneca Xx
'I know it's fucked up, but I'm living a lie in a cheap hotel is where I'm sleeping tonight with someone I just met while the love of my life.' -Cheap Hotel, Leon
What's happiness? Based on the Merriam-Webster, "happiness is a pleasurable or satisfying experience."
We often experience happiness when we're with friends,family,etc. This year, I experienced less happiness. Which makes the all situations much more tense and stressed up.
I miss a lot of people. My Friends,my Family. Where are they? We're so occupied with their studies and life.
Everything is a bless sometimes. Especially, food. Hahaha. Food is haven. Thanks to the person who invented food. Hahah👍 what's your favourite food? Mine is everything except spicy food and tuna. Haha Everything ;)
I guess travelling also makes me happy. The different environment that I contacted with makes me learn each and every second. I love travelling. I'm not a kind of person who's willing to stay for a spot for too long. I'm an allocentric. Which basically means a person who likes to be around with local, go to local places and being adventurous person in general. Those little nature like the sunset, beaches or airplane flying, beautiful infrastructures, etc, it just makes me smile and blessed with this small yet significant things that happened around us.
This country contains too many people who're busy and occupied. In this city, everyone is rushing for things, complaining about everything. If you're wondering, it's Singapore. My lovely home. Still, I've this feeling that I'll slowly become one of them. My patient level is slowly decreasing.. I hate it when I can't wait.👎 This life is not what I want but I'm becoming one of them. It's scary.
Happiness is the other meaning by getting what you want. If you've the things you want, eventually it makes you happy. The desire of getting what you want is hard sometimes. Life is not a smooth sailing road, when we can't get what we want, we get unhappy which affects the entire mood for the day.
Next chapter is loneliness which direct influence happiness. My happiness satisfaction is decreasing due to the fact that I love being alone too much. Maybe I should live myself. 🙃
Remember to smile! You're worth more than that xoxo
