CONFESSION | SUGA FANFIC

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On that day you had taken a nap completely forgetting that you had somewhere to be. This didn't happen often, you were usually always on time ... The whole idea of even just being a few minutes late always made you feel like a bad friend. You had no more time to waste and so you rush to the studio where Suga wanted to meet you, the only thing you do remember is that he mentioned something about needing help and urgent talk. You didn't struggle to find the studio as you went there often to see him.

You felt a sort of smooth beat pounding in your heart but it wasn't coming from your heartbeat, it was coming through where he was. You followed the direction of which the beat was coming from and eventually you found him, lazing in a chair, enjoying the vibe of the music as his head was slightly bobbing to the beat. "Sorry I should've came earlier" you raised your voice, startling him a little bit causing him to get flustered whilst trying to click on the mouse to pause the music "Oh, that's fine." You sort of stayed at the doorway really confused as to why he wasn't scolding you because usually when it came to you being late he would get so annoyed with you but all of a sudden he decides to drop it. Maybe he was in a good mood.

"Yah, come here." He gestures for you to sit beside him by repetitively patting on the seat next to him "Come on, hurry up" This was beyond weird to you, he never let you sit next to him as he feared you would destroy the equipment so he always made you sit on the sofa close to the door. This time you quickly made your way to the seat ready to just touch all the equipment. You were curious as to what each of these buttons did, and just as you were about to touch a button with a flickering light he gently slapped your hand away "You're just as uncontrollable as a kid in a candy store" he said exhaling a little bit "Let me at least touch it ... Or let me know what it does?" You pouted "It lets me record things" you couldn't keep still you wanted to touch that button, the more you knew you couldn't the more you wanted to touch it "So what am I here for?"

His cheeks automatically flush the brightest pink you've ever seen on his pale skin complexion, at that moment he looked down at his feet and started avoiding eye contact with you "Suga?" The palm of your hand touched the back of his hand, at first he thought of pulling his hand away from yours but then he thought of how warm your hand felt against his skin. No one knew how much he longed for that warmth. You felt his gaze piercing into your hand so you immediately pull away, was he blushing because of you? Was it because you made him uncomfortable? It must have been that, you couldn't see what else might have triggered his checks to flush like that.

Now that you thought about it, it was definitely because of you. Suga liked his personal space and you just invaded it by touching him. "I'm so sorry ... I didn't mean to ma-" you were interrupted by him clearing his throat "Yah! I wrote a killer beat. Wanna listen?" You were about to reply but you were cut off by the sound of the smooth beat. It sounded nice, you weren't an expert when it came to music but you knew what good music sounded like. He saw you appreciating his music and his gummy smile appeared, it was one of the cutest smiles you had ever seen him give you. The only smile that made you smile back "What?" you ask still letting your hand tap the table in time with the music "Nothing." He says unable to stop himself from smiling.

"I really like someone" you hear him mumble something, unluckily you didn't hear him correctly but from reading his lips you could guess that he was probably confessing about something. You paused the song "Wait, I didn't hear you. What did you say?" Your palms were beginning to become sweaty, you were nervous about what he was going to say "Never mind, it's not important ... Anyways, I-I tried to make it sound a lot more peaceful than usual, to give the music an R'n'B type of feel" Your ears stopped listening at 'not important' what did he mean it wasn't important? This was a big deal to you, if it was what you thought then why couldn't he have told you sooner? He must have felt really pressured into making the first move. You started blaming yourself for not having made the first move which would seem odd to everyone else considering he's the guy "I've known you for a while Suga, I can tell when you're hiding something. It is important" he turned his body towards yours and looked straight into your eyes "Ok. You reckon you've known me for a while. Then why are you still addressing to me by my stage name" you shrugged your shoulders "Fine, I'll call you Motionless Min then" you tried keeping on a straight face but you couldn't, that nickname never failed to make you laugh "No no, just say my real name" he chuckled "Yoongi" something cut you off again but this time it was coming from you, it was your heartbeat.

You felt it pounding against your chest at the sound of his name, especially the sound of you saying his name. You discretely started controlling your breathing, seeing his eyes darken by the second. "Just say it" you reassured him "I can't ... Maybe that person doesn't feel the same way" you shouldn't have gotten your hopes up because it turns out that whoever he liked might have not even been you "If you really like her then you should tell her. You never know unless you try, for all you know ... She could feel the same way" but, it didn't matter to you who that girl was because you were anticipating that it was you "Does she?" His eyes widened and you nodded "____, how do you even know who it is?" You smiled at him "I already told you I know whenever your hiding something from me" you could tell he was embarrassed but you didn't really care, all that mattered was the fact that he felt the same way as you "Yoongi, don't be embarrassed it's only me" he tried to hide his face "You don't understand, you're the first girl I've ever confessed to" you gasped not in shock but in excitement "Really?" He avoided eye contact again and nodded. You sort of waited for him to look up at you. You saw the opportunity and you took it, you placed your hand around his nape of his neck and brought him in for a kiss, he was tense at first but shortly after you knew he was beginning to relax as you felt a smirk slowly develop as both of your lips were pressed against each other.