School Fuck Buddies

School Fuck Buddies (3)

Hey! It's Kiera. Yeah, it's my first message to you guys, and I was wondering...do you like the title? I personally thought it was too extreme, but I couldn't decide for another title. Any suggestions? Tell me if you like this story so far! Well, enjoy this chapter~

William Anderson

Serena and I are 'fuck buddies', or so she likes to call it. Yeah, no love, just sex. It's what we agreed on three years ago, and that's how I liked it. No complications, no commitment. Just some hardcore fucking.

Though, up to a few months ago, I could feel myself watching her in school. I don't know why, but something about her attracted her to me. Yeah, I could lie to myself and say that it's because I've seen her naked too many times, and boy does she have a beautiful body. With amazing curves, just the right size breasts (Why am I a "perv" for saying that?), big brown eyes, a pointy nose...she had the body that everyone wanted, yet she never craved for attention.

We were currently working on a project for History class about some part of history that nobody cared about. Sean, Serena, and I split the project into three parts, and all of us were working really hard. And by that, I meant only Serena.

Sean was asking Serena a bunch of questions, but she patiently explained everything, even though some of his questions were dumb as fuck. When he finally got it, Serena smiled sweetly at him, and a pang of jealousy hit me. Afterwards, Serena started doing her own work again, and I couldn't help but stare at her.

I could still remember the beginning of our sex life.

During the summer after 8th grade ended, she settled an agreement for this on-going sex thing. She had said we could call it off anytime any of us feel like it, and that was part of the reason I agreed. I've always wanted to live the life of being with all the pretty girls in high school, but I could never break it off. It was something about her that drew me in and made me come back for more.

"Yo Will, quit eye-raping Serena. I'm sure she feels really violated right now," Sean teased, watching my intense gaze on Serena. This made Serena look up and raise an eyebrow at me, and I looked away and glared at Sean. Traitor, I mouthed.

I set down to work, but couldn't concentrate with Serena so close to me. When the clock ticked 9:30, we all started packing up our work. I could see Serena had done a lot judging from the pages of writing she has. Sean had done about twice as much, but still much better then what I did. My page had about a paragraph at most, and the rest blank. Crap, now I have to find time during my day to do it.

Sean leaves first, saying he had to go somewhere, and five minutes later, Serena is done putting everything away and is getting up to leave to.

"Will, I'm going to go so-,"

I grab her hand and pull her to me. "Serena, let's do it tonight," I whisper.

I cup her face and start kissing her. Serena is frozen, and she isn't responding to my kisses. After a second, she pulls away from me.

"Will, I can't. This thing between us. It has got to stop," she says, looking firmly into my eyes.

"What happened? Is it me?" I ask, confused. What happened to my Serena?

"My best friend, Anna, she...she likes you," Serena replies.

I scoff. Like I would start a relationship with someone. "She should know that I am not interested in starting a relationship with anyone," I tell her, annoyed.

"I can't lie to her like this. I can't act like I don't know you at all," Serena whispers.

"She doesn't have to know. If she sees that I don't like her, then she'll eventually forget about me," I respond.

"But you and Anna could become a couple! I could be coming between you two, plus I-I don't have any feelings towards you," she said, looking at me, hoping I understand.

But my world was collapsing then and there. There, she said it. I don't have any feelings toward you. I knew this was how it is. I knew that this day would come. But why...why am I so broken inside?

"And you feel the same, right?" She asks, beaming.

Did I really mean nothing to her? After all these years, she never even had a twinge of feelings toward me? I felt sad, frustrated, hopeless, and lost...all at once.

Suddenly, a surge of anger overtook me.

I grabbed her wrists and pin her to the wall, and I tilt her face up to me and kiss her, hard. She's not responding, so I force my tongue into her mouth, yet she still is just looking at me, eyes wide, too much in shock to respond. Finally, I break away.

"Do you really feel nothing? Serena, am I really nothing to you?" I ask her desperately.

She looks at me, still frozen in shock. "W-Will...what are you saying? Do you-pause-like me?"

Realization sinks in. The girl doesn't feel that way, and you're the one that agreed to no feelings. What's wrong with you? A voice in my mind said.

"Yes...and I have been for these months. You've started to mean something to me," I avoid eye contact, feeling ashamed. "I'm sorry I treated you so roughly...and we'll stop from now on. I swear I won't mess with you again...Goodbye, Serena."

She looks at me, with a sad look, and turns to leave, the door clicking quietly behind her.

She's gone. Forever. Out of my life.

My first and only love.

I wonder what I'm going to do now.

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