'Being alive is one of the best thing in life they said.'
Be grateful that you've a life and all the bullshits.
You know the drill, no one like life without being happy.
If you're seeking for death and all the bullshits just because of one obstacle. Then don't be stupid. Let the fate flows and be it this or be it that.
As it goes que sara, sara. If it's meant to be it will be. You don't need to hate it if you don't get it. Work hard and achieve. That's your goal. Goal.
Consistency and timing
Fuck everyone
The word skeptical is everyone. Every questions asked is all skeptical and unanswerable. Questions are my fears because I don't always have the answers for you. The answers are not what you're looking for. So why bother asking when I'm unprepared. And when I'm prepared, I'm faked. But when I'm unprepared, I'm unanswerable, uneasy, fear, doubt. Many doubts. The doubts for the future cause what I see now doesn't matter what's in the future when I don't see that the future is coming to life. This life is short. Short and unpredictable. I can't have the things I want even I tried. Even I know I'll. Ironic, skeptical. Plus skeptical. I tried a lot but without lots of efforts and thus, this is the return. A skeptical and effortless return. I'm hoping for the best for me. I hope you see the best in me. I hope you see future in me. I'm not young anymore. Those words said are things I'm aware and unaware. Even you said that I'll try to remember but it won't last forever. That's what I'm pretty sure of. A day. A second. A minutes. Are all the things we hoped for but will be forgotten. I love the brightness of the sunlight. I love the shine of sun on my face. I'll forget. But it will be caved in my heart and soul. I'm stubborn. I lied. And this will be remembered.
