After that kiss (a shoey fan-fiction)

Chapter 46

IM BACK!!!!!!! :D um sorry i took so long. My computer said wattpad was down and i don't know if its still down but im on my ipod right now so......yea. That's the only reason i took this long. I've been trying to write this chapter for the longest so im making it extremely long to make up for it. I tried last weekend and it said it was down. My mom just gave me my ipod this weekend because my dads computer isn't working. Im still punished and my mom occasionally gives me my ipod but she still has my phone. Speaking of that i have a question i want yall to answer in the comments. Did i/will i ever lose yall? Im only asking because i lost one of my best friends yesterday because i wasnt talking to her because i had no phone or ipod. I literally cried for an hour. Imma post pictures of me crying on my fan page for Shoey on instagram. My fan page is @shoeydawceffafanpage. Please answer that in the comments. Now here's that long ass chapter.
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Joey's P.O.V

Shane hasn't called yet? He would have called by now. I need to call him.


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Shanaynay's voice came on. I hung up and i walked out the store. I didnt buy anything. I rushed home. The door was open. It was not closed. It was wide open. So i ran to the door and before i got in, i see Shane knocked out on the floor, again. And it looked the same too. He was covered in broken chair pieces, with a note. It said:

"Hey Joseph. Wasn't expecting this were you? Remember our first surprise? Yea... Your boo needs to watch out. I will have you by the time we are done. And Shane will be out the way. Things will go just fine. Anyway splash that water bottle we left on the counter in the kitchen-"

I glanced at the counter and there it was

"-on Shane and he will wake up instantly. Have fun."

What the hell... So i took the bottle and splashed it on Shane and he jumped up. He was surprised

Shane: What the hell?

I just handed him the note. While he was reading it, I was getting my thoughts together. I waited until he gave me the paper back.

Shane's P.O.V

WHAT THE HELL?? IM NOT DYING!! IM NOT...im not d-ying. Am i? So i started thinking harder. Who was it. Who was it? Then i finally thought about what I saw. It was a girl with dark hair. That's all i remember. Didnt catch her face. That's when I hear Joey yelling at me

Joey: SHANE!!!! IM NOT PLAYING!! ANSWER ME!!!

Shane: ....i know...

I said it softly

Joey: Huh?

Shane: I know

I said louder

Joey: You know?

Shane: What the person looks like

Joey: Oh. Well what does it look like?

Shane: Well the person was a girl. She had long-mediumish hair. It was straight and it was blackish-brown. She was not a black girl. That is all i can remember before i was knocked out.

Joey: Hmmm...........

Hmm? What could that mean? What is he thinking?

Joey's P.O.V

Hmmm......... That sounds familiar. Extremely familiar. It HAD to be someone we know because she, or they, know where we live. But how is he even sure that's the right person. Lets get off this topic. Shane stood up while i was deep in thought and he waited for me to say something.

Joey: I love you Shane

Shane: I love you too Joey

Joey: Your not leaving me

Shane: I know Joey

I stood up and i put my face into his chest. I started crying. Shane picked up my chin so i was looking at him.

Shane: Listen to me. Everything will be just fine. Ok? I will be with you forever. I will always be by your side. I will never leave you. They won't kill me even if i had to sacrifice something. Something that i really love and need. But not you. I need you more than air. You, hopefully, need me too. Im not very good with words but i love you too much to walk away or leave your life. You mean air to me. If you leave, i can't breathe. I'll die without you. I need my Joey. Ok? Dont think im leaving you, ok?

Joey: Ok...

He put my head to his chest and rested his head on mine. Then he whispered to me, sniffling.

Shane: I love you Joey

Joey: I love you too

Shane let go of me but i didnt let go of him. I started crying a little harder

Joey: Please dont let go of me. I need you right now.

Shane: Im not going anywhere

He held me again and we inched our way to the couch. We let go for a second to sit down and i balled up in his arms. I was holding him, still. But I was happy he was here. In my arms. Didnt let go. Earlier today kind of reminded me of a time in my life that i never told anyone about. Only someone was here this time.

*flashback*

During school, back when I was 10, i got bullied. Alot. So my best friend, Anna Metz, she would always be there. I got emotionally and physically abused. So one day, they took a pencil sharpener and cut my freaking cheek open. The day before that, her mom made her move to Virginia. So i never saw her until the hospital experience. Anyway then they took me into the bathroom and stuffed my head in the toilet. Then they threw me into a locker and locked it. I had no one. Which almost made me kill myself. So i found a piece of paper in the locker and tried to dry the blood off my cheek. I didnt tell anyone about this. Not even my mom. Not Shane yet. I may tell him later on but not yet. I always kept it to myself. So when they found me, i was in trouble for "skipping class" and it was the end of the day so i was in serious trouble. I told them the story, but they didnt believe me. So i ran home and into the bathroom. I locked the door and sat in a corner, balled up, and cried. I was so close to picking up a razor, which sometimes, i wish i did.

*flashback over*

Shane's P.O.V

I dont care about who is threatening me. I will not die and i will not leave Joey. He already has it hard enough. Joey is sniffling in my arms. His crying slowed down. I held him. I know he needs me. I know it. He is shaking and sniffling and i just wish i knew what is going on in his head. When i look in his beautiful green eyes, it screams pain. I laid my head on his. He fell asleep. In my arms. It made me happy that he was. And I just started whispering to him.

Shane: I love you Joey. Even of you don't believe me, i do. Im never going to leave you. I wish i could change all the bad that's happened and make it good. I wish i could say this to you while your awake but....... remember that time when i found that video you made of you in a room, yelling at yourself, saying stuff i won't specify, the bathroom specifically, with a razor in your hand 50% of the time? I almost cut watching it. I dont know how i would live without you. I wish you were awake to hear me. Huh goodnight Joey. I really love you. Weather you believe it or not.

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I was going to write more but i hate keeping you waiting. Especially because i started this this morning. Im gonna write the next chapter right now. Oh and by the way, i dont hate anyone im writing bad about. I just wanted to give this part out because its bothering me that i haven't. Ok let me start. I love you guys so much. Oh and before i go, im gonna tell you that i may or may not be going to Vidcon next year. Guys, if yall wanna meet me for real, you may meet me there. Let me know in the comments, Are you going? I want to meet some of yall. Oh and follow my fan page on instagram @shoeydawceffafanpage. Ok bye.