"Why did you leave me? I miss you. It hurts so bad to breathe without you around."
"Just remember. You ARE my life. I cannot live without you. It's just dangerous for you to come see me right now. You could get hurt. And then I would not be able to live with the guilt of that pain." He responded, his words clinging around me. "I'll try to see you soon. Remember, I love you. I must go now." His voice fades away and leaves it complete silence. I sigh. Oh how I miss him so much. I blink back the tears that are beginning to form in my eyes and stand up from my bed. Live must go on. I think, remembering what he told me the day he left me. Oh how I miss him, my Jace. Going into my bathroom and turning on the shower, I strip and step in. the warm water soothes me and makes some of the pain go away. I turn the water off and step out shivering. I grab a nearby towel and wrap it around me. When I get to my walking closet I grab out my black twloha shirt, pairing it with a pair of grey skinnies and my purple converse. Parting it down the middle I put my wavy brownish black hair in to pigtails, leaving my bangs down. Next, I do my makeup. A little mascara, eyeliner and lip gloss. I slip a hoodie on, grab my messenger bag and laptop slipping it in with the rest of my mess, throw in my I phone and head downstairs. I reach into the cabinet and grab the container of blueberry & chocolate chip muffins I had gotten last night, taking one of each out and heating them in the microwave. I grab some OJ form the fridge and sit down to enjoy my muffins. Yummm.
"Do I smell muffins? I want one." my big brother Cameron says, coming into the kitchen.
"Yes. And you can't have any either." He reaches over me anyways snatching the whole tub. I swat his hand away. "I told you, get your own" I bite his wrist.
"Ouch! You little devil!!" I shoot him a smirk. \
"You deserved it. I warned ya." He frowns "Oh, come on. You know I love ya. You wanna bite of mine."
"Sure. Thanks. " He then takes a humongo bite, kisses the top of my head and takes off running up the stairs. "Love you too."
"You little, well big, booger monster!!!" I get up from my seat and run after him. "Get your booty back here. You know u were wrong." The door slams shut and another one opens to reveal a shaggy haired Christian. He sleepily wipes has eyes and then smiles.
"Cameron take something of yours?" I shake my head. "Need my help?"
"Does it look I need it? "
"Ill take that as a yes." He laughs, following me down the hallway to the door that had closed a few seconds before." Cam, whatever you took of Amber's, give it back."
"Sure, she can have it back but it's all mushy and is on its way to my stomach." Cam says. Chris looks at me funny.
"He took an extremely huge bite of my muffin when he knew I wasn't going to like that." I explain.
"Oh, ok. Can I have a muffin? Please, Please?"
"If you go beat him up for me, you can have two. Just put them back when you're done with them. I gotta go. You two behave. Call me if you need anything" I head out to my 2008 Ford Mustang Shelby Cobra, starting it up and heading to the library.
*****************AT THE LIBRARY****************
After reading for a while and checking my email I drift off to sleep, dreaming the oddest dream. I dreamt of that me and my best friends were manatees and swam all different kinds of places meeting all kinds of different sea creatures. The next thing I know I feel a cool hand on my forehead and someone saying my name.
"amberlyn, amberlyn, amberrrlyyyn?"
