Insane

New Psychiatrist

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Ciel pov
The raging flames engulf me. The smell of rotting, burning flesh fills the air around me. My eyes widen as I see the scene play in front of me. My mom, laying on the floor with a head wound. The blood puddles under her pure white dress as it burns into ashes. Her face, drained from any color as she lays there with a smile. My father, sitting in a chair, smiling at my mom with a gun in his hand. He then turns to me and mouths ' you're next' as he points the gun to me and laughs like a maniac.

I start to run down the stairs of my house. I hear foot steps run after me as shells fly past my face. Hot tears pour from my 12year old face. Why is this happening to me I think as I run to the door. To my luck it was unlocked. I open the door and slam it shut.

I start running into the road, not looking back as I hear screaming. Just then a loud sound filled the air as everything went silent except for the flames. I kept running until my asthma started to act up. I started to get dizzy as I fell to the floor in a coughing fit. I closed my eyes replaying the images of that day.

I started to feel eyes burning through my head as I opened my eyes. I saw a loom figure. All of a sudden pain started to burst from my head as everything became dark.

An annoying beeping sound woke me from my slumber. I shot open my eyes to figure out where the sound was coming from. Everything was so unfamiliar. I was in a cream colored room. I had posters of bands on my walls. I kept looking around until I found a closet with a mirror. I was in a navy blue sheeted bed with a grey night stand next to me. Then everything flooded back to me. This is my room.
After that incident I was captured by a wanted serial killer and tortured by him for 2 years and a half till someone found me and brought me to a orphanage. Then my 'mother' Caraine adopted me with her husband Daniel.

I looked at my iPhone to see that the sound was coming from it. A message appeared on my phone that read 'psychiatrist.....yay'. Oh crap I forget my psychiatry appointment is today whoo hoo. I got up and stopped the sound. I went to my closet to find something to wear.

I put on my clothes and looked in the mirror. I wore a white button up shirt with black ripped skinny jeans. I had a black jacket that had writing on the back that said 'Bring Me The Horizon' with Of Mice And Men shoes. I then put on a Green Day, Sleeping With Sirens, Pierce The Veil, Papa Roach, and Skilet bracelet on. I put my phone in my pocket with my head phones as I went to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and brushed my hair.I went down stairs and went to the car. I waited for my mom as I put in my head phones and listened to my playlist on Spotify.

Time skip

My mom stopped the car as I got out. I looked up at the building and read the sign ' Happy Helpers'. That is the gayest name I have ever seen in my life, I thought as I walked in. This is my new psychiatrist office since the last ones methods weren't helping me. All psychiatrist are the same. They pretend to care about your problems as they judge you in there heads and dope you up on medication so they can get more money for their greedy selves. My mom signed me in as I sat down.

I waited for what felt like an eternity until the door to the counseling rooms opened,as I looked up to see a guy about 20. He had Raven black hair, Crimson eyes,and was fairly pale. He had such a mysterious aura surrounding him which surprisingly made him appear more attractive then he already was. He walked towards me and looked down at me and said my name. Who the hell is this guy and how does he know my name I thought as my heart anxiously began beating. "Is your name Ciel Phantomhive?" He asked again. "Yes I am and who are you" I asked Defensively, standing up. "Hello Ciel. I am Sebastian, your new psychiatrist. Come with me to my office and we can begin the session"
This guys my psychiatrist? I thought as I followed him down the hall into his office and took a seat on a soft couch in the dim lit room. He smiled a almost devilish smile as he sat in his chair and took out a notebook.
Now I have some few questions to ask you. Is that okay." He said in a somewhat deep voice. I nodded my head as I took one of my buds out." Okay well how old are you." I looked at him " 15" I said in a mumbled voice. He wrote it down then looked at me again and said." Okay so what are you here for." " I am getting night terrors from what happened to me when I was 12. I also have some disorders as other specialists say." I said in a monotone voice as I glared at him. I don't have time for this crap. He nodded " Why exactly do you have these night terrors has any trauma in the past?" He asked as I began to swiftly tell him about my horrific past.

After about an hour of describing everything I sighed. He wrote things down into his little notebook and then looked at me." Now Ciel, why do you think you are still thinking of this. Do you have a theory." I glared at him." How the bloody hell am I supposed to know. Your the psychiatrist so you figure it out." I snapped and continued to scribble in his note book. "One more question" He said. I nodded as the question I wish he never asked was said" Why do you wear an eyepatch?" He said. I glared at him as the awful memories I wished to forget came back. An dark arua spread around me. I sat up and walked out the door. I then slammed it shut. I walked to the car and got in it. I huffed in frustration as I put in my head phones and played ' You're Gonna Go Far, Kid' by The Offspring and began to hum to it. I started to calm down after a few minutes.
My mom got into the car and started to drive off. She started to ask me pointless questions about how my appointment went. Once she realized that I was ignoring her she gave up and it was silent at last." Oh look sweetie, it's time to take your medicine okay." I looked at the time to see it read 5:39. I took out my pill bottle from the middle console of the car and put 4 different pills in my hand and grabbed a water bottle. I put the pills on my tongue and swallowed. Then the cold water filled my mouth as I took 3 gulps. I then put the bottle and water back into the console and shut it. I watched the houses fly past us as my mom speed up. We then came to a red light as closed my eyes again and drifted off into darkness.