Once Upon a Time dream future

Forever

I wake up and im in the chair next to Killian's bed but Killian's not there. A doctor walks In and says "Killian has passed Mrs. Swan I'm so sorry". I can't see through the tears and I start to fall but the doctor helps me. "I need to see him" I say through the tears. The doctor guides me down the hall to where Killian is now. He is still so handsome and he seems so peaceful it looks like he is only sleeping, but he is not, he is dead, the love of my life is gone. I walk towards him and stroke his beautiful dark hair like I do before we go to sleep at night. I grab his and and lay my head on his chest. His hearts beat is gone my favorite sound in the whole world is now gone forever. I lean closer to him and whisper " I love you and I need you" where the doctors can't hear. I kiss his forehead and it hits me hard I can never kiss him again. Not only can I not kiss him I can't talk to him, I can't hold his hand, I can't laugh with him, it's all gone forever. Before he left I was going to tell him something and he left before I could. I didn't get to tell him I was pregnant, he didn't know he was going to be a father.