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Rosy's POV:
"That was good" I smiled "I had fun."

Harry stood up and pulled out my chair as I got up. The walk back to the coffee shop was silent. When I would look up at Harry, he seemed distracted as if his mind was somewhere else.

We were now just around the corner of the cafe when Harry suddenly stepped in front of me making me bump into his chest.

"Rosaline..." He seemed tense "I wanted to know... Uuhg never mind you're gonna say no." He began walking away as I pulled onto his arm.

"What is it Harry?!" I made him face me. I wanted to know what was wrong with him and what he wanted to ask. "Talk to me."

"I wanted to know if you would like to go out on a real date with me!!" He blurted out. He took a hold of my hand and I was shocked by his touch.

I wanted to say yes. I wanted to finally live a normal life and go out like other girls my age did. But I just couldn't.

"I'm sorry Harry, I can't." He let go of my hand and I stared to the floor. Great, he probably thinks I'm a horrible person now.

"Why not? I mean do you have other plans, ....or is there another guy?" His voice came down to a whisper as he asked the last question. I immediately looked up at him.

"No! It's just ... I ... " I couldn't tell him my pathetic story of how I was my aunts maid and had no free time, "I'm sorry... I just .... I can't." I began to sprint towards the cafe. 

As I arrived, I ran towards the kitchen. Trying to hide in case Harry had decided to come after me.

"Rosy what's wrong?" Bella asked while watching me with a panicked face. 

"It's just that Harry asked me out on a real date and I just had to say no, but I just couldn't tell him about aunt Alexandra. I don't want him to feel pity for me." I explained to Bella.

"And now he probably thinks I'm such a horrible girl and the last thing I wanted to do was hurt his feelings." It's true Harry had been such a sweet guy who seemed to care about me and all I did in return was reject him.

"Oh Rosy you have to stop letting your aunt control your life or you'll just end up pushing more people away." She was holding my face in between her hands.

She was right it was time that I took control over my life.

Harry's POV:

"No! It's just ... I ... " She seemed scared to continue "I'm sorry... I just .... I can't." She then sprinted away as I stood there frozen.

She rejected me and it hurt. There has to be another guy. Zayn was right I shouldn't have even tried.

Zayn's POV:

Harry had gone out, he hadn't said where he was going but I just knew he was going to see Rosy. For her own good I hope she listened to me and stayed away from him.

It was now 12:45 and I knew for sure now that Harry was with Rosy.

The suite door opened and Harry stepped in slamming the door shut behind him. The angry look on his face just made me know something had gone wrong.

"Mate what's wrong?" Liam stepped towards him.

"Nothing Liam." Harry began walking towards his room but I caught a hold of his arm.

"Harry what happened!?" I asked, I wanted to know if Rosy had stayed away. I couldn't help but feel angry at the thought of Harry and Rosy being together and not because I like her or anything.

"I said nothing okay!" He pulled out his arm from my grip.

"Obviously something's wrong look at you. Is this because of Rosy?" When I mentioned Rosy's name his eyes darted at me.

"I don't want to talk about it! Now leave me alone." His gaze now darkened and for that moment it seemed as if I was starring into a mirror. He then walked to his room leaving us all speechless.

Harry hadn't come out of the room, hours had passed and we were all growing desperate to know what had happened. It wasn't Harry to be this angry at something. He was usually the one making jokes and laughing all the time. Sometimes it sickened me to see him so happy while I was lost in such a dark place. Why couldn't I just be happy? I asked myself that every night. But then I would get to the conclusion that someone like me didn't deserve such happiness...Perrie had proven that to me.

"I'm gonna go talk to him. He's probably calmed down by now." Louis said as he made his way towards the room. 

Liam and Niall went back to watching tv, knowing that Louis would be the only one to get Harry to talk. I on the other hand decided to go eavesdrop on their conversation.

"Harry come on mate, talk to me. What's wrong?"Louis asked Harry. His tone was calm and soothing rather than my husky harsh tone.

"It's just I met this girl, her name is Rosaline and I took her out to eat, I thought maybe she liked me so I asked her to go on a real date and she rejected me." Harry explain and I couldn't help but let a smile creep on my face.

The fact that Rosaline rejected Harry means she is going to stay away from him. I was thrilled to know I had gotten to her and managed to scare her. If she hadn't I would of had to be a little more harsh on her, but she just made things easier. Good for her.

Hopefully Harry gives up on Rosaline before he gets hurt. The only reason I'm doing this is to keep him from getting his heart crushed like mine, right? As convincing as it sounded in my mind I couldn't fool myself. I knew my reasons were far from this.

Maybe I just didn't want anyone to be happy. If I couldn't be happy why could they? What gives them the right to happiness and not me? I've become so heartless, fearless, emotionless, and just completely cold that I've forgotten what it feels like to be happy? I've forgotten what love is and how it feels like to be loved? The Zayn that I've become could never love anyone ever again.

*****(Flashback)
We were watching a movie on a Friday night, something we always did. "Zayn, there's something I have to tell you." Perrie spoke softly.

"I went out with the girls last week and I got a little too drunk... and... well.... I cheated!" She yelled out while covering her face with her hands. I stood there quietly not knowing what to say.

"Look Perrie, I love you too much to let something like this break us apart. You were drunk and sometimes these things happen." I smiled at her. I was hurt but I decided to leave it in the past and move on.

I truly loved Perrie so I couldn't just break things off over a mistake that I could of easily committed too. 

"I'm so sorry Zayn I promise I'll never do it again." She whispered as I embraced her in a long hug.
  
***(Flashback end)

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