Imortality's weakness(vampire Chris motionless X you fanfictions)

Your presence is maddening

You sat in the bedroom nestled in an arm chair book in your hands.you had your nose stuck in Anne rice's the vampire chronicles practically 24/7 these days you tried to avoid reading around Chris though.for some reason he always seemed almost annoyed,and tried to distract you from reading it.Irritating though it was he was sweet enough the rest of the time for you to put up with it.

You where drawn back to reality by the opening of the bedroom door,Chris had walked in and had his back to you as he closed the door.You don't think he had noticed you.You set the book down.Hi babe,you said with a smile.He muttered something under his breath and turned around.hey he said with a weak smile,He looked extremely tense.did everything go alright at the studio?You said walking twoards him.He was usually so silver tounged with others but he could never successfully lie to you.Of course he spat dissmissingly pushing past you.I'm just tired,and my brain has kind of been on overdrive the past week I just......he turned around and sighed at your disapproving expression.Im sorry but I can't do this.His tone seemed almost sympathetic now.

You felt a knot forming in your throat.your vocal chords tightening.what?

Please it's for your own good.just grab your stuff and leave.Your eyes widened the words of this statement felt like they where slashing into you like a knife.a mixture of hurt confusion and Anger boiled in your chest.So just like that you're tossing me out like some kind of disposeable-it's not like that!you where interrupted,his voice sounded like it was filled with so much pain.What the hell was going through his head?You have no idea how much I already regret this but you have to go.I love you with all that I am but that's why I'm doing this,I don't want to but.you grasped the collar of his leather jacket.then don't!you stepped back shocked,as you saw his eyes flash a luminant yellow.he sounded as if he was choking back tears at this point.please....god please....I'm a fucking monster and a creature as beautiful as yourself doesn't deserve to be subjected to the danger you are in around me.Chris you're scaring me,what the hell do you mean?

He caressed your face with his icy hand.his usually fiery eyes where now soft and gentle.Every second I'm with you is bliss yet pure torture at the same time,you a awaken the animalistic parts of me  I try so hard to suppress. Your scent,the fragility of your mortal existence,it's irresistible,your presence is maddening,.....to someone of my kind you are,What do you mean your kind?!i don't get what you're trying to say.And it's probably better you stayed in the dark about things!

He turned away and walked towards the window.I could only fully explain by showing you but...the thought of doing that terrifies me,I want to so bad but,I could easily lose control,give in to instinct.You wrapped your arms around his waist and rested your head against his back.Chris...I'm begging you,you're all I want,all I need,all I have,I'm ready to accept whatever this is you are going on about.All you have to do is show me damn it.He turned around and held you close.his tone now seemed drained of the pain it had before,it was cold yet still with a loving edge."I'll regret this"his voice sounded like an echo of a whisper stepping towards you pulling you in for a kiss,but you did not feel the touch of his embrace.Only a sensation of weakness as his eyes illuminated and the room around you faded to black,

[To be continued !]