My Life...

I Can't Take It Anymore!

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I Hope You Enjoy This Episode!
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I got up for school. Getting ready for another day at hell.
Hell for me is school because I get bullied at school. I entered the bus and my bully was always sitting in the front to try to trip me and today he succeeded. He never fails. It's like this all the time. Sometimes I go home and say to my self, why not just end your life so you won't be feeling all this hurt any more. They have said bruises to me, that don't fade away.

When we got off our bus we went to class. Martin Rivera was my bullies name and Raul Durazo.
Today in class we were playing kahoot and Martin looked at me and started laughing at me because I'm supposedly a nerd by beating him in a math science competition.

Then a girl looked at what was happening to me and she felt bad and angrily told them "leave him alone"! They then did.
Later that day in 4th hour, math class, while I was doing my work, Martin started throwing pencils at me.

I was getting real annoyed this time. He threw a pencil hard this time and it hurt so bad that I got up and shouted what the hell! He then stared at me like if he was going to fight me.

He then got up and his friend did too. His friend got up in front of me and said "hey hey hey calm down bro". So I sat down very angrily and started to cry to let out all my anger. They then started calling me a cry baby.
This time, I ignored them.

When It was 5th hour the girl who stood up for me came to me while I was sitting down doing my work alone with no partner, she told me if I was OK and I said yah and she said are you sure and then said I'm positive, then suddenly I started to feel love for her. Her beautiful eyes, her glorious hair and that sense of humour.

I acted like if I didn't like her. The bell rang to go to lunch but she said tell me everything in recess and I said OK fine and she smiled and I smiled back.

It was recess and I was going to the bathroom and then she came up running up behind me and said wait, wait, wait and I did . But I told her that I needed to go to the bathroom. She let me. But when I was getting out, she was talking to a 7th grader and while she was talking to him, I sneaked out and right when I was about to jog, she said hey come back but then that's when I started to jog and fast but she ran after me and she caught up.

She told me to follow her so we sat down. We talked about it and she said do you need a hug and I said if you want and she hugged me that's when I wanted to hug her back but I thought it would make it obvious that I liked her so I didn't.
It was 7th hour, the worst class for me! Raul sat behind me! He would always come to me and make fun of me. He would sometimes hit me on purpose and say it was an "accident".

Today this kid named Jose, made up a lie that I pushed him and I was sitting down this while time and the one who actually pushed him was Jose. I got really mad when he made up that lie

Raul got up and stood in front of me. He told me why the heck did you do that, huh! I said that I didn't do anything and he said, well I believe him so what are you going to so about it!

He pushed me while I was sitting down and I hit my head so I got up and pushed him hard and he almost fell he barely pushed me.
He grabbed me and I got out of it and got him on a headlock and flipped him and threw him on the ground. I hit him once in the face and that's it. My teacher screamed someone stop them and she ran to me and graved me.

But luckily since I was the victim and one of her favorite student's. She did not suspend me. Raul hand shook me and whispers in my ear" watch out after school because I'm going to wreck you".
I said "I'd like to see that happen.

I waited after school for him but he never showed up, so I went to my bus and went home angrily, like always.
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