I'll Make Me Perfect

Chapter 2

Jax's P.O.V.

As soon as she entered the house I could sence her. The soft rythem of her heartbeat and I could smell the intoxicating scent she gave off. But that's not what made her presence known to me. It was the quickening of my heartbeat and the pull drawing me toward her. As she made her way up the steps it only became harder not to go and claim her. The only thought that kept me put and my sanity in tact was the thought of how I had pushed her away, how I chose Megan as my other half not her. On August's sixteenth birthday I only rejected her because I was scared. Scared that once I became her's that I wouldn't be my own person anymore. At the time, the idea of having a mate disgusted me, having to give half of yourselve to them, I was afraid the if I gave into her I wouldn't be my own person.

But that was a year ago. Now I realize that giving yourselve to someone does not mean that you're giving yourself away but sharing a part of you. I've realized this through being with Megan, even though she wasn't my mate I still loved her. 

 I made my way down the hall to August's room. I rested my shoulder on the doorframe, her back was to me. 

"So you're back?" I asked trying to control my voice. She stiffened but did not turn around.

"Yes, but what's it to you?" Her tone was like ice slicing through my hard facide. Even through her words hurt, my heart raced at the sound of her voice. Alright I know that I'm a dude and guys don't think stuff like that but after one year of being away from your true mate you can't help but sound girly. 

I pretended to brush her off by stating, "I was just asking no need to get testy." I heard Megan's voice ring through the hallway, looking for August. When she entered the room I was pushed aside as Megan attacked her with hugs. 

I watched them reunit thinking how sick this was, the girl that was my true mate was being embraced by the one that i chose over her. When the two were done reunited Megan wanted to leave August to her unpacking. Out of habit I probily did the stupidest thing I could ever do, I grabbed Megan in my arms and gave her a sweet long kiss. Slowly I could see August's expression turn from pure bliss to crushed sorrow. 

Did I really cause her that much pain?

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Ok so this one was pretty short sorry i need more time to think of idea to put in the story i  have the base plot down but still need to work out a few bugs. Hang in there with me.

Love you all!

S.A.M.