a thousand years •

moving day

"today's moving day finally"

I told myself as I packed up my room decor.

"fifteen minutes till we're leaving hun"

"okay !"

I am so ready to leave . First I find out I'm moving, Second I find out my bestfriend is cheating with my boyfriend . So I have now lost my boyfriend and bestfriend and I'm moving away from all of my friends and memories .

"time to leave sweetie"

"okay mom"

time to go . I took one last look at my room and thought about the memories good and bad .. my first kiss was in this room, my first boyfriend came here and hung out, the first time my (ex) bestfriend and I hung out, my first fight with my (ex) boyfriend, and all of my breakups and nights of crying on my moms shoulders because of it .

"Kendall ?!"

"oh sorry mom coming"

4 hours of texting, listening to music, and sleeping later.

"Kendall ?"

my mom whispers as I'm halfway asleep.

"Kens .. honey wake up , time to eat"

"ugh huh? what? food ?"

"yes Kendall there's food"

"oh *rubs eyes* okay"

We stopped about 3 hours from our house in Cali . We ate Crackerbarrel for about 45 minutes and then hit the road again.
About 30 minutes after eating my ex bestfriend texted me.

Kiles 😒💯🖕🏼.

"umm .. hey 😔"

"ugh 😒 what do you want ?"

"I wanna apologize 🤕"

"for what ? oh right stealing my boyfriend .. Kilee why would you do that ? I thought you were my best friend 😡😒💯🖕🏼"

"Kendall , I'm really sorry 😔 .. I am i know it was wrong, I know it was 💯 . and I shouldn't have done it to you .. but Kendall I'm trying to apologize 🤕. I'm trying to learn from my faults 🤕, Jaxon dumped me 💔 . said he was gonna try and get you back ♥️ Jaxon never cared about me all he cared about was you Ken that's it that's ALL he cares about the only reason he cheated was because you wouldn't do anything with him .. you know I'm not a virgin 🔞 .. you are ✅ .. he knew I wasn't a took advantage of me, but if I were you 🛐 I'd be mad at me too 😡 .. I give you the right to be but please Kendall Synclaire Dawson please don't hate me 😭 , but if you do I want you to know that I love you and always will ❤️"

"Kilee, I can't forget what happened, that hurt me .. bad .. REALLY bad 🤕🤕 .. I can't just forgive you like that ♥️ it's gonna take some time when and IF I do forgive you .. I'm sorry Kilee but gimme time⏰"

"I will 👏🏽 take as much time as you need I'm sorry and I love you ❤️😫"

"❤️❤️"

I didn't have the will power to say I love you .. she was really trying, I just don't know if I can forgive her for that . next thing I knew there comes Jax.

Jax 🖕🏼💔💯

"hey. 🤕"

"ew what do you want 😒🖕🏼?"

"I wanna apologize 😭"

"okay ? and I care why ? 😂🖕🏼"

"God why are you like that ?😒"

"because I can be 😂"

"God I was gonna ask you back out but I guess I didn't remember how much of a bitch you are 😒😒🖕🏼"

"wow really I'm a bitch ? who cheated ? oh that's right you ! and WITH MY BESTFRIEND ! 😒😒😒🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼💔💔💔"

"😒😒🖕🏼🖕🏼"

"that's right go cry to you're momma oh and tell her I said hey while you're at it 👌🏼😂😂"

he never replied .. he knows I'm right . that's why about 2 hours after that conversation. we arrived, NEW HOUSE!!!!
oh my was it pretty, and my room was huge. it was around 1 or so in the morning and the next morning, I have to register for my senior year . I got inside and blew up my air mattress since we could set up my bed tonight, I turned on my computer and went on Twitter and tweeted that I was in Cali and ready for my new life. after that I shut off my computer, laid down looked around and whispered "new life kens .. *sighs* new life" and fell asleep.