What It's Really Like

Somethin you're gonna need to know before you read this book.

Who really knows you? Like the real you? No one really.. Just yourself, but sometimes... not even you do.
They say everything will be alright. That everyone goes through a time where they don't know what to do, where they need help coping. But that isn't true, not everyone does. Some people can go on with their lives like nothing matters. They don't have a care in the world, they have life planned out. But it isn't like that for everyone.
Some people can barely get out of bed in the mornings. Some people hate to think about their "tomorrow", they wish they didn't have one. There are so many people out there that feel this way, and society just sets them to the side and labels them as "unstable". But maybe they're stable in their own way, maybe them thinking so poorly of themselves is the only thing keeping them alive.
Personally, I never thought I'd be in a position to be writing something like this. I was always a happy kid, smiling all the time. I used to run around with my brothers and parents and laugh. But I don't anymore.
I'm not writing this for attention or anything I promise you that. And I definitely am not saying that^ to get the attention either. It's hard to be depressed these days, when everyone's saying you say it for attention. But no. No one other than you can tell you the thoughts that go through your head, no one. So don't ever let someone try to do that.
I have friends who've been where I was and where I am. They have it pretty bad and I don't try to stop them from doing whatever helps them. If cutting is your way of getting your mind off of things in life I won't tell you not to. But I will tell you this "Don't cut too deep. I don't want to be visiting my best friend in the hospital because of cutting." I don't ever want my friend to be so severely hurt that s/he has to go to the hospital for it. You can get infections or die from it. If you cut on your wrist especially because there's a large vain right there so be careful.

🚩🚩I just wanted people to know that this story is not made up. This is all from true events, I just changed my friend's names in the story. My name actually is Nicole but I go by Cole sometimes so that's where it came from.
I hope you enjoy this book, even though I don't know how well it will turn out. But it is all true.🚩🚩🚩