Dreams and Day dreams

Prologue

January 12, 2016: Night before the first day of The Second Semester

I've got to make sure i don't forget anything for tomorrow. I can't mess this up. Honestly, I'm so excited for tomorrow!! I'm finally seeing my favorite people in college after a month and 2 weeks of not seeing them! And of course I won't be forgetting about my girl crush: Tray Nigels. I've been crushing over her since August 2015, basically 5 months already.

I remember the first time i've spoken to her. It was the night of December 4, we had an event in campus and she was there. I was actually a little busy during that time, I was managing a booth because most staffers were already occupied with something else and no one else could take the responsibility. It was an easy job but i had to ...interact with people. That's one thing i'm terrified of doing. Well that's another side story.

Anyway, she with her friends approached my booth and i was shaking so bad. On cue, I said, "Hi! I'm Selene. Would you want to write on the Wishing Board?" Of course, Sel, why else is she here for? Eat the papers? Stop being stupid. So I got the markers and papers... oh shit we're out of papers. shit. shit. shit. It was a good thing my friend was with me during that time. One staffer and she ran up to our office to grab some papers while I stall Tray and her friends. It was really hard for me honestly. I was trying so hard not to stutter. So far I haven't. I got her full name, age , and every detail i needed to know (HA!). After a few moments, she and her friends got to write on our Wishing Board and they went on their way. Whew!

That was the best night of my life and the memory is still fresh in my mind like it only happened yesterday.

Honestly, studying in an All-Girls School is one of the toughest challenges i have ever encountered. I had to adjust so much since, all my life, i was in a school which accommodated both girls and boys. That's when i started liking girls; when i started college. No, I'm not lesbian. I'm bisexual and there is nothing wrong with being bisexual.

Okay, I think I'm all set for tomorrow! Wish me luck!!