AN: I've decided to change this up a bit. Rather than just having one imagine, I'm gonna do a book ^-^
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It's July 19th around 3 in the morning. You're laying in bed, alone. "Happy birthday to you..." you finish singing. You wish to be in his arms, but you know that won't happen. There's a knock at the door.
'Who could that be?' you think to yourself. You drag yourself out of bed to see that Joey's at the door. You open it with tears in your eyes.
"Hi (Y/N)." he says. All you manage to do is wave. "I've got something for you. It's from him," he says. "He told me to give it to you when I thought you were ready." You cringe, missing him more than you ever have.
Joey puts the small package on the table. "He wanted you to watch it alone, so I'll see you tomorrow." he says quietly. You can hear in his voice that he's on the verge on tears. "Bye...", you mutter.
When he's gone, you open the small box. It says:
"Watch whenever you're ready."
It's a DVD, so you put it in the player and wrap yourself in his red and black plaid shirt. He's on your screen now. He's got an oxygen mask resting on his chest. He's wearing a hospital gown. The bloody bandages are around his head. Just like you remember.
"(Y/N), if you're watching this, my surgery failed," he says. Tears start forming in your eyes. "Don't you dare cry, you know I hate it when you cry," he continues. You've gotta stay strong. For Shane.
He continues speaking. "Listen, I didn't make this video to remind you that I'm not there with you anymore. I made this to remind you that I'm always gonna be watching over you."
By this point tears are streaming steadily down your face.
"I really don't know what to say, since I'm not gone just yet. So, I love you so much and I'm missing you already. I need you to keep your head high. We'll see each other again one day. I promise."
He starts talking about all the good times you two had, including when he first met you. With each story your eyes get wetter and wetter. He was the love of your life. And he still is.
He eventually runs out of stories to tell.
"Well, I suppose this is it," he says. A single tear rolls down his face.
"I love you so much, (Y/N). I hope you had fun hanging with me, because I had fun hanging with you, and I will see you some day soon. Bye."
The video ends, and you collapse on the floor, longing for the kiss that you'll never get.
