i'm pretty down on my self and this story is true all my life i've felt fat ugly and tomboyish when I wasn't I just didn't realized it i'm a really girl girl but I thought I wasen't i've always thought I was fat I would look at myself in the mirror and she someone so fat and a ugly I thought I was a piece of crap it got so bad I tried everything I tried to go on diets and stuff it didn't work and throw this hole thing I liked my brothers best friend I really like him and he's kinda a trouble maker but i'm not perfect no one is I can't stop thinking of ,my brothers friend and I think he won't like me when i'm fat and ugly im I think in love with this guy this all for this book its to hard to wright
