Have you ever wanted to cry but nothing comes out? You stare blankly without shedding one drop. You feel deep inside it's ready to pour out and you're ready to accept all; the hurt, the despair, the entire utter pain of it. Yet, it never comes.... You just sit there thinking of everything, but nothing at the same time. You feel empty, yet full all at once. You try to figure what went wrong to make you feel this, to wonder why everything is like this. Where it feels like your world will come crashing any moment. And you try to keep it to yourself because you don't want to seem like a brat or make anyone worry. If they do. And you know they do, but you just don't feel it. You don't want to complain when there are worse things in the world. And you don't know how to explain it. You never do....do you just continue on. Looking at something but nothing at the same time, because until the aching numbs, you know you'll feel like this. Until you can cry; until one tear falls, you'll never know be able to feel anything but........
